XH's GIRL

new people ; new life

2011-02-07T14:22:00.000-08:00

new people ; new life

wells with myself being busy with school. it has been so long since i have been a student =) and i have made a number of good good friends =D they are such a lovely. haha

its CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!

oh wells. new year this year was great and tiring!! =D

Chu Xi
Had dinner over at my grandmother's place. which usually we would go to my uncle's place but cause we cannot go. so went over to my grandmother's house =D hehe

Chu Yi
Went over to DEAR's grandmother's house. hang around at the place until 7 then went over to my grandmother's house =) we played blackjack haha!!

Chu Er
Ehh we went over to DA EMA's house. haha slackslack and slack. haha played mahjong and blackjack before we went for dinner =) after dinner went back to the house awhile before we left. went for a movie "the Mr and Mrs Incredible" <-- i think its called this?! hmm haha it was a funny show.

Chu San
We went to see flowers at sentosa. hmm but it was a sad day. we only went in at 5plus. and it kept raining and raining!! =( we didnt see much. only walked with the flow. after that we walked around and took some pictures in the shelter. after that we walked out from sentosa to vivo. going for dinner =D haha we went over to marina square to meet a friend and then look for places for dinner. in the end we ate waraku. haha we slacked and chatted over nearby the river at esplanade. and cabbed home after that =D

Chu Si
DEAR and i slacked at his house the whole day!! haha though it was our anniversary. but we did NOTHING!! LOL at night. we came home. went over to NEX for dinner at KFC. haha

and finally. its monday again!! =( everybody is complaining that they need to go school and work. yeah it sucks totally!! i got to do my project as well!! haha sianssssssss

new year

2011-01-10T22:03:00.000-08:00

Hi Everyone!! havent wished all of you a HAPPY NEW YEAR yet. 2011 definitely wasnt a good start as most of you know. but its something to remember about =)

Resolutions?! hmm

(1) to pass every single one of my module (not only for this year but for my whole course)

(2) other than school to fish out time for my loved ones and my friends

(3) wish everyone have a good health and stay healthy!!

that should be all now. cannot think of anything else though =)

TAKE GOOD CARE!!

unexplainable feeling

2011-01-10T17:55:00.000-08:00

its some unexplainable feeling and i cannot concentrate on my report now. though its very easy to write and finish it. somehow i just cannot concentrate. my mind is in a whirl.

ahgong i miss you so much. it feels different. it really does. i cannot adapt to it. the smile keeps appearing in my head. the words keep repeating in my head. i feel regret as well. many many. seeing it goes in is even worse. forever untouch anymore. the grasp. i should have held longer.

everything has to go on. i know everyone feels something different inside. just nobody says it. i dont know why. i cannot move on. we may not feel anything the first few days even till the day before. however on the day itself. everything seems different. of course im not the one who will feel the worse. nothing can be compared to any of the elders. a person may not be important to you but when that person does not exist anymore. im sure you will regret it moreover ahgong is so precious to us. im so scared of death. not for myself. but for someone dear to me. i cannot accept the fact.

back to studying

2010-11-25T01:17:00.000-08:00

HELLOO=D people!! im back to studying again!! alrights. so im taking a major in Marketing of Management and Public Relations. haha yeah i didnt want to do tourism again cause im afraid its too major again. wells being still fresh in studying. i find it quite ok still. hahaha but i dont know how it will be as time goes by haha

just had one module. so im left with 3 more!! this fri again!! then i will have holidays until jan and school starts =) alrights a little excited for school yet got the queasy feeling as well. haha want to yet not wanting to as well. hmm wonders.

alrights feels nice today with the kind of warmth received =) wells hope there are this kind of people everywhere. but i know its not going to happen. especially on me!! hais but nevermind. one or two will do?! haha

alrights a little tired le luh. i shall go rest!! =)

many many many updates!!

2010-10-19T19:02:00.000-07:00

goodness gracious!! whatever i typed just now is all gone =(

ok as i was saying. haha (sure to type lesser than just now) yes my life recently has been good. only thing is dont have full time job yet. but would like to work part time luh =) cause can earn more money!! =)

have really really good good friends =) LOVE THEM SO MUCH!! =) haha

yesterday went to mediacorp to support darryl with baobei leonard and friends =) yeah after that went supper with darryl's family then went home already =) then after that supper with darren guang and regina again!! hahahaha had a really good chat with both group of people =) haha and finally home sweet home!!

a random NIGHT where we camwhore!! whahahahaha

working together for a charity donation thingy

dear spoil the chair!! WHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA FAT ASS!!

its been long

2010-09-22T23:44:00.000-07:00

hey people!!

its been quite some time. more than a month =( sorry for neglecting this blog!! but its okss luh. not alot of people see though. hehe

hmm i think i have decided. i will work first!! everything depends later on whether i will be studying or just continue working. wells =) i'll just work hard for my future i have in mind!! =)

okss im abit blur as to who can i trust. who is telling the truth?! who is lying?! what is going on?! hmm?!

been better than any of the past days of course with my beloved boyf and friends =)

BEEN slacking

2010-08-09T14:45:00.000-07:00

wow wow wow!! been slacking for more than a month already and im so not willing to work now. LOL DIE!! okss i did find job. but they never get back to me.

should i study first or should i work first then study?! hmm answer would be study first. wells!! what should i do man!! i dont know which one to go into as well!! HOW HOW HOW!! grrrr

anyways DEAR and my plan didnt work out!! hahahaha we are still back to normal again luh!! -.-

so moodless to blog anythingg hmmmm

looking for part time =)

shall blog often!!

2010-06-21T21:05:00.000-07:00

i have left this blog alone for some time =( but anyway nobody reads this. haha so its ok rights?!

hmm lost the feel of hanging out on friday night. saturday night. felt so good last weekend =D went for dinner then club on friday then went for supper and party world on sat. hehe

i just feel that. everything is so not fixed. everything changes and every changes. of course people have to change for the better. but what i mean is distant. wells. yeah we have to know more people for work purposes but what i mean is personal life. i dont need to know more people for my personal life purpose. just those few would be enough.

i always feel so loved with my boyf's friends. they are always looking out for me. taking care of me. hmm suddenly im feeling insecure. funny. haha okss

i do feel loved by my friends. but wells. its not the same anymore. everything is not the same anymore. hais suddenly i've got nothing much to say. lol

okss below are some pictures which i had fun over the weekend. enjoy =)

its time i blogged

2010-06-20T16:12:00.000-07:00

hahaha its time i really start blogging. hehe

so fast. time has passed. im left with just TWO MORE WEEKS. heh heh then after that i can really play and relax. for how long i dont know. but im tired of this office hour time!! haha bored too death recently at work. nothing much to do. good but really boring. feel like sleeping yet cannot sleep. haha

went out for supper with clique yesterday!! went to newton circus. got bored with xinwang. seriously. haha always going there. LOL after that went for some party world at town. haha with all the new props for us. we went mad. even more high than when we were at the club. haha cannot believe it. this shows that we are not cut out for clubs. haha it doesnt suit us!!

hmm im sorry. abit lazy to upload photos this time =( soooooo. haha shall stop here!! haha

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2010-05-13T12:55:00.000-07:00

life has really been mundane ever since july 2009. my wonderful life stopped and its been so boring everyday. not only that. i have to slog for hours and hours as well. its not really something that i really want to enjoy and do in future i would say. what do i want to do then?!

hmm i want to find a part time job (not many read this. so i dont have to ask people to intro me. lol) actually i have started looking for jobs already. but i would want to work part time for this time being. cause i can earn more money and save up for my own expenses and the amount that i need for my studies. wells still got 8 more weeks =) so JIAYOU for myself!! hee

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dont you think its always great to know this person loves you. that person loves you. not only relationship kind of love. friends as well. to know that they actually care so much for you. im really happy to know you you you you loves me =) so many of you. i feel so blessed with all these people actually =D

find a devoted person. dont love him/her more than he/her love you. evil =) but thats to protect ourselves!!

different kind of feeling

2010-04-28T20:57:00.000-07:00

why am i feeling this way?! i really dont want it to happen this way!! please get out of my mind!! =(

maybe cause imm envious thats why im feeling this way?!

i shouldnt be!! i should love him for who he is!!

isnt that what its suppose to be?!

ENOUGH!! STOP THINKING AND GO TO SLEEP!!

GET RID OF THIS QUEASY FEELING FOR ME!!

eating and bowling

2010-04-13T11:38:00.000-07:00

met up with the clique yesterday for our dinner!! we had a voucher worth of 95 bucks and the expiry date is on 15 April. so we quickly went to eat!! haha jo couldnt eat much cause she was only fed at 6 for her LUNCH!! haha so we shared among the 6 of us and each of us paid only 4 bucks!! haha was worth it!!

then received van's call saying that she end at 11. so we went to bowl. heh heh it was all going down the drain at the beginning!! tians ah. haha lol but we picked up after that. though we still lost to the boys. but our score was much better!! hehe

then van came and we played one more game before going off. after that went to xin wang to eat. haha chatted and took many many photos as well =) whee

happy

2010-04-06T10:02:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 3 YEARS

weekends gone again

2010-03-28T15:22:00.000-07:00

another weekend gone. weekends tends to be faster than then weekdays. but thats cause weekends has only 2 days. or count it as 3 and half days. haha friday should be "quite" relax if there is nothing bad going on. haha lol

hmm heard that the new designer will be coming in tml. its better than nothing. at least i have somebody to accompany now. although its only a desginer. not a fulltimer who can help to lighten workload. there are so many people who came for interview. but so far there isnt news of anyone coming in for work. wells. the work darlings would understand. haha!! but for now. im selfish!! =) i would want them to just come in and help me. though there is nothing much now. but im the ONLY "worker" there. everything also ask me to do. whether is it from him her or her.

wells. and since all of them have execptional status there. SO IM THE ONLY WORKER. pissing me off!! seriously. i hate it man. why are they so irritating. i dont know what to describe about this place. they dont have loyal workers. thats all =) therefore it will never be expanded. and with all those stupid attitude. WE, the work darlings. will forever and ever understand.

wells. i know luh. maybe outside also like that. maybe its almost the same everywhere. i havent seen any yet. so wells. i dont know how other companies can be as bad as whatever. but i believe there are some that are really nice.

i mean when you are nice to your employees. they will definitely use their heart to help you all out. right?! though they treat us to lunch or dinner. or whatsoever. but when working. the stupid attitude starts. its all ruined. there is no welfare at all!! its the welfare that counts. even if there is no treats. ITS OK!! do you get it?! maybe you just dont want to treat people nice being afraid that they will step all over you. but if thats what you are worrying about. then you dont know how to be a boss. for bosses who knows how to control their staff and being nice to them at the same time. is excellent =)

the sacarcism. is so stupid. find it funny?! happy saying it?! find it interesting?! wells. i think some of your partners hate you too =)

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hai i dont know why i waste my time writing so much about stupid people. but i need to rant!! =)

i havent met my clique for such a long time!! it feels so so so long!! i want to go ubin again!! when is the next trip!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

bottled up

2010-03-23T21:59:00.000-07:00

been going home early and almost on time =)

but i guess soon. veryvery soon. there wont be such good days anymore =(

why do my work darlings' 5 months past so fast yet the 5 months without them. is SO SLOW!! 1 month plus just passed only. they left the office for just 1 plus only. yet it felt like almost 1 year!! can anyone save me?! i need motivation!! i need encouragement!!

"LOOKING FOR SOMEONE WHO CAN MSG ME 24/7"

ok who can do that?! just msg me =) i feel so sad everyday. although its nice to have them not in the office and im alone there. but still. the feeling there is veryvery terrible.

i think that this place makes one feels irritated with office work. feels irritated with events. though there is nothing to do now. it still feels terrible being in the cooped up place. save me from there!!

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its time to talk about the past.

i miss those time going to school. back then in secondary school. where i can just end school and go back home. take an afternoon nap. wake up at 6plus7 then do some homework. and sleep. isnt this so so so so so good?! hai =( i miss those time where by i end school. go find baobei at happy daze. slack there. spend time there.

i want to go back to days where i can go to school. even if i had lessons at 8 in the morning at bukit batok. it was something pleasant and happy. there is nothing to worry.

even if now there is nothing to worry. but i really dislike the kind of life now. i dislike working in the office. previously it was still acceptable. i totally dislike all these nonsense!!

I WANT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE!! ANYONE CAN HELP ME ANOT?! HAI

popo's birthday

2010-03-21T15:25:00.000-07:00

hehehehe

its another weekend!! whee counting down yet its still so far away =(

but im glad there will be events down the road to keep me busy and time will pass faster =)

celebrated popo's birthday yesterday at novena zhou's kitchen. whahaha then after that went to cousin's house. but i came home to check on papa first =) naughty papa is not feeling well. and he didnt go work today also. poor thing. ok we played black jack at my cousin's house until 4am. dots. hahahaha

anyway i dont have the pictures now. waiting for it to be uploaded. till then

PRAWNING!!

2010-03-17T13:20:00.000-07:00

as what my title has said. we went prawning!! went prawning with DEAR baobei alvin on 12 mar 2010. haha baobei's first time prawning and know how many we caught?! haha though its little. but will let you know at the end =D

our bait

we first blooded (beat alvin who wanted to first blood)

our first prawn!! haha

and finally his turn to first blood!! and know why his expression?! cause the prawn splattered water on him. hahahahaha

DEAR taking out the hook carefully

unlike alvin. never hold the pincers properly and they cut him. and this was what he did to them. hai!!

waiting and waiting. haha

this is our BET. haha which someone left it behind and we used it. its good!! hahahaha (inside joke)

ok we are done and we caught only 18!! haha better than last time by 1!! LOL will do better the next time!! haha anyone who knows how to prawn. please teach me!! thank you =)

comparing the biggest prawn and smallest prawn we caught. LOL

look so greedy right!! LOL

looks even more greedy. haha

they were playing with the prawn -.-

our cooked prawn by chef xianghui and chef alvin!! whahahaha

ok thats for all for prawning. haha

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ok first time went to DEAR's papa's side. celebrating his cousin's 21st birthday. went there till about 11. then went home and jo tat van were waiting for me at home for mahjong. haha!! and we played till about 2plus3?! yeah tireddddddd. haha

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ok updating afew days. haha hmm it might not be in sequence. haha yesterday went to cityhall after work. DEAR and i walked till marina square while waiting for jieying and baobei. haha lol and i saw meihui. haha so while waiting for them. DEAR and i walked around. went to arcade and walked around the kiapkiap. hahaha then went to pizza hut to eat. ate my chicken wings!! wheeee haha after that went home already =)

hmm

2010-03-03T22:31:00.000-08:00

just another 4 more months to endure!! keep it going!!

sometimes i feel useless blogging. cause its like whats the point?! dont know. kind of wasting time here writing and all?! hmm it suddenly seems to be meaningless to me blogging here. dont know why. anyways

think like what my friends say. its too early to 'settle down'. i suddenly would like to play more. just play and play and play. thats what we are suppose to do when we are young right?! whahahahahaha a relaxed life would be good. i want to go have fun have fun!!

DEAR birthday

2010-02-21T17:44:00.000-08:00

ok!! we went to celebrate DEAR's birthday yesterday at suki sushi then we went to bardot for some drinks =)

and we played this game that qinhui taught us. and they set so many stupid rules!! haha lol but its fun luh =)

and the clock struck 12!!

finally those who were there at the 2nd part of his celebration. those who went dinner some didnt go though but its ok!!

thankyou everyone who turned up yesterday for celebrating xianghui's birthday!! =)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR!! MUACK!!

thoughts

2010-02-06T00:58:00.000-08:00

ok some update on working. wells. its been busy the past 3 months or so. had 2 major events considering major since im new. and its tiring!! lol finally get a rest yet not cause still have post events. haha and new year is round the corner!!

not as excited as i were in the past. haha cause we have grown up!! yes that it is. haha just visiting relatives whom we have not met for so long and only meet during new year. haha

ok work is tiring. i want to go back studying!! however i dont know if i have the money to study anot. how?! should i continue studying or should i just go out to work?! with this diploma. its definitely not enough. so what should i do man?! hmm study or work?!

oh wells. after reading someone's blog. i hope i have made a right choice. even though making a wrong choice. we can always amend it. however i really do hope that it is the right choice. i dont want to have a chance to reconsider this decision. i hope it will really work. its not only on my part to make me not think that i have made a wrong choice. so if i have put in effort. i think thats fine. i cannot control what others think or do. i only can do my part in saving this.

im really tired of hearing the nags. who can help?! hmm have said alot of times. i dont know. is pampering a bad choice?! im not pampering. probably just that i dont dare to say. dont dare to lose it. thats why i dont dare to do anything. just let it happen as it wishes. its not within my control anymore (anyone can sees this). what should i do?! im a little paranoid now. I DONT WANT TO MAKE A WRONG DECISION!! thats what concerns me. I DONT WANT PEOPLE TO ASK ME WHETHER I HAVE MADE A WRONG DECISION ANOT. i trust my own judgement. but is he helping?! HAI

its not that i want to complain or what. but. can you get what i want?! can you support me?! can you be like what a normal person is supporting and giving someone?!

its not that i dont get this and people get this i want to complain. but i thought maybe some things are just basic needs.

maybe its just my own thinking. if you dont think it is. then its ok.

theCLIQUE

2010-02-03T00:58:00.000-08:00

haha ok!! we became a clique since about 2 - 3 years back. many many things happened. too much to explain too. anyways. now we are ok now. though things are different from last time. which i dont really like too. but some things just happen for a reason. so there is nothing we can do too. i really hope things will be like the past where everyone is close to everyone. the feeling is different when going out blahblah. i really really hope things will be like before. it may not be totally the same i know. scar is what left within us. but then since we are fine now. we build another different kind of bond from last time. dont look back but look forward. look towards the future. where we will still meet up and ultimately all bringing their partners along and ultimately all gathering at the last person who gets married and all with kids!! isnt that great?! =D (so now guess. go do a chart or whatever!! what is the sequence!! hahahaha)

LOL so now here are some pictures for you to enjoy. pictures from the OLD OLD PAST and up till now. haha dont scold if pictures are ugly or whatsoever. no acceptance of saying this picture that picture looking ugly here!! cause its ultimately all pretty and beautiful!! and handsome!! haha

LOVES ALL OF YOU!! WANYI VANVAN JO SHERMAN GUANGHAO

reminiscing

2010-01-31T15:09:00.000-08:00

ok im sure this post is suppose to come a long way back. however none of us said about this before. so let me be the first to say it =)

if your read it. then read it. if you didnt. so be it.

this came about 4 years ago. i miss those days. hai why do things have to change in this world?! why cant things remain the way it is?! i miss the teng-ing from them. now we can hardly meet and all cause of various various reasons. why?! i miss those days where we hang out at gardens. playing and joking around. but everything has changed!!

i miss wanyi i miss sherman i miss guanghao!! miss those trips together. joking and playing around. miss those days where we were sad and your were always there for us. miss those times where we slack everywhere!! miss those talks we used to have. miss those closeness we used to have. im sure your feel the same too right?! we are hard to meet now!! so i VERY VERY treasure the times we spend together now. we meet VERY NOT SO OFTEN NOW. feels so sad.

sometimes i wish that we dont have our another half. but that aside. i dont regret having nor do i really not want one. however. sad to say that your (as in all) attention has been shared and directed to another person instead of us. i know its hard to have both.its always choose one. we cannot be greedy and have both.but its sacrifices. but do we really need to sacrifice our friendship in this aspect?! i dont think so!! i think we can still do the same!! why not?! even if they come along. its more people more fun!! but why it doesnt seem so?! when can we revert it back to the same one again?! please tell me!! i want an answer!!

can we go back to the same?! can we be as one again like in the past?! people has changed. changed until sometimes i dont recognise them anymore. changed till sometimes they dont seem to be in our mind anymore. why?! we always want the things to go back to the same. but is it possible?!

we are all so busy with our lives now =( im sure its just for now right?! is it possible to go back the way things were in the first place?! (i think your agree with me) and since your do. shall we do something to it?! =) we can always text each other at any point of the time. when we are sad. when we are happy. we are always there for each other!! right?!

great impact

2010-01-22T23:57:00.000-08:00

its only 5 months. but we had great time together suffering. haha happy and angry times together. whahahaha and they have all left. hai =( what to do?! who doesnt want to?!

i dislike this. hai =( feeling like SO SO SO SO down. who can i turn to?! =..(

when i walked home just now. everyone seemed happy around me. haha but im NOT!! so so NOT!!

it will never be the same so " I LOVE YOU "

haha

time

2010-01-18T06:04:00.000-08:00

heyhe!! i havent been blogging and there are not many pictures which i can post too.i shall be a good girl and blog =) hee ok.this stupid phone cannot press enter.kns!! hmm i havent been meeting up with my clique!! and we are going to meet later!! so i shall make sure that we take lots and lots of pictures later!! hee i shall go and meet my clique now!! see you!!

2010-01-07T06:41:00.000-08:00

hmm ok it seems to be fated!!

i want to blog and post pictures of my trip. but it doesnt allow me to now. so haha.i cannot do anything about it =D

and since my baobei says its only at 26th. so i shall post something like.

hmm i just bought a dress recently =) from a blogshop. haha for new year!! =)

my birthday celebration =)

2009-12-26T12:28:00.000-08:00

alrights!! i need to thank my beloved clique and DEAR's friends for giving me a surprise birthday party on 24th dec =) THANKYOU PEOPLE!! really appreciated it =D

ok i dont have the full set of pictures yet!! waiting for darren to load the pictures!! haha yeah so just listening.

so the whole plan started like this..

baobei says she is going to bintan with the company and will be back on the 25th only. (accepted)
jo and van say they will only be back from their holiday trip on 25th. (accepted)
sherman previously said he had something on. (accepted)
afternoon. talk to guang. guang say nothing to do. (accepted) as DEAR was going to eat with me.

so we went to marina square to have yuki yaki. i knew he was meeting someone but i dont know who. but still i didnt ask luh. so when reach there. DEAR still said. wha so many people. dont know can go in ma. then suddenly he pushed me in and say go luh. so i walked. and i kept looking around for familiar faces. lol!! cause like that push me in sure got space de ma. haha

so suddenly i was talking to DEAR about after dinner do what. so he said come to my house mahjong loh. then i say not possible luh. like why suddenly my house know. so he said want to bet not. lol (i didnt knowing that he will win somehow. just cheating me)

so after dinner. we REALLY went to my house. haha and slacked awhile. actually their plan is to say mahjong. so i really thought they just want to hang out and play mahjong. ok. later DEAR say want go bring alvin they all come over. they at mrt. after that he asked me to open the door. so at first i only saw DEAR alvin louis yufeng. and as i opened the door bigger for them to come in. i saw sherman with a cake!!

then i saw darren guang and OMG. supposingly to be overseas people are there!! totally shocked. told me say coming back only on 25th blahblah. kns!! and they sang a christmas song for me =) cut cake blahblah. and the presents!! =)

baobei gave me 2 lovely hamsters
van & jo gave me cardigan. dress and a small little monkey keychain
guang gave me a soft toy white bear
sherman gave me the log cake
darren gave me a photoframe with my photo in it haha
alvin louis gave me a "yu gan you"

did i miss anyone out?! oops i dont think so luh

wanyi went off first. then van after that also went off. DEAR's friends also went off. just to celebrate my birthday over here. my god!! so sweet!! haha appreciated!!

THANKYOU SO MUCH PEOPLE (for bluffing me =D)

birthday celebration =)

2009-12-20T20:34:00.000-08:00

YESTERDAY'S PLAN

go ecp blade.

but then it raineddddddd and we have reached there. haha so they eat breakfast first. haha then we search around and there wasnt any thing to do there so we decidede to leave the place. and me and baobei found entertainment with the iphone. hahaha

so we left and headed to parklan to lan -.- HAI so much i didnt wanted!! we still went. and played for about 4 hours?! haha was fun but bored too?! hmm haha ok then people in there doesnt know how to sit. and its like they keep hitting our chairs. i really wonder how they sit loh. lol

ok then we went to dhoby to eat fish manhatten!! heh heh it was nice!! i just ate the soup and i was full again =D LOL and i still had a main course. haha and i didnt finish my main course. lol what the hell i was really really full. haha kns then after that walked around and arcaded. haha then the three guys left us alone. irritated!!

then they asked us to go over to the other side at the giraffe there. so we went over. and they surprised me with a birthday cake!! =) happy hee

THANK YOU DEAR BAOBEI SHERMAN ALA.

thank you so much and sorry for not being in singapore on the day it self. hehe next year alrights?! and since next year is 21st. so i should stay in singapore =D hahaha and have all of you to spend my birthday with me. whahahahahahaha

ok enough of talking. some pictures below =)

ok enough of pictures?! hahaha yeah happy working this week!! and im going to malaysia for some resting and relaxing =D

tired!!

2009-12-18T09:42:00.000-08:00

haha LOL!! been so tired out!! hai =(

been busy having events. haha stayed at allson hotel. hmm its not a VERY good hotel luh. haha but so-so.

then go to RCCC for the event. been there for 4 days.

so tired. hehehehe and now i feel so relaxed!! =D

hee happy!!

photos

2009-12-04T23:11:00.000-08:00

ok uploading some photos from my ecp chalet. wanted to celebrate van's birthday. but there were some problems. so we just had that chalet for fun =)

it was raining when we were going to the chalet. haha wasnt a good start luh. haha!!

anyway just photos =)

we were preparing the corn and sweet potato

dear busy marinating his chicken wings with his own special recipe

this fire has a long story behind it. the girls (wanyi me huijie) calls it guys ego haha

and so he wanted to pose for us haha

it is so smoky!! can see my specs so smoky. haha lol

dear busy bbq-ing his __ (i forgot what it was) haha

haha after this pose. he said you think i clown ah

posing for some wedding shoot?! haha desmond was complaining when they were posing

some story behind this too!! haha too bad she took a photo with me. heh heh

the girls who were there preparing from the start

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alrights. its been long since i had some fun. even this bbq above. its just sitting down and nothing but that. so bored =( i havent been playing hard other than working hard =( its ok. i tell myself that its just 1 more week to go. and after that i look forward to my holiday!!

its finally that i can have some rest. im thinking ah. even if i go there. it would be R&R for me. haha dont know whether will i want to play hard. cause its so tiring =( but can shop luh. shopping is relaxing too. i dont shop often. so its fine for me to shop those few days. haha lol anyway there the things will be cheaper right?! i guess so =)

someone said that she know its wrong to spy. i know too. but its uncontrollable =(

who can understand what it means now?! =)

im down

2009-12-02T23:25:00.000-08:00

im so sad now

i feel its so different!!

its not the same anymore

im not that happy girl anymore

life isnt as good as before

i wish to have a peaceful life

i wish to have nothing to think in my heart

my heart feels so heavy

i want it to feel light like before

i tell myself not to think so much

but sometimes i cannot do it!!

i just want to stop thinking

and let it go

just let the days pass day by day

and let it goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

what a night

2009-11-20T00:17:00.000-08:00

what a stupid night

so sweet

yet its not you

lol

joke

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA I LOVE YOU

how nice to be loved

2009-11-15T15:05:00.000-08:00

like the title of this post "how nice to be loved"

all the while i just ask for people around me to love me. like my family and own friends. but at this point of time. i want people who dont know me to love me as well. haha how is that possible right?! of course it is. just love me!! hahahaha

it feels so good to be loved!! hohoho

my stupid MR is sleeping and snoring now. getting louder and louder. which i think pleases him. LOL ( i dont have to worry as he will NEVER see this even though he as my link) haha maybe once in a thousand million days?! haha

working life is totally sucky for now. even saturdays also have to go back. i know there are people who go back on sat for work too. haha but for now. i hate it and havent got quite much used to it yet luh. its boring though!! i dont want such life!! people say that working life is like that. but why do i see some working people. they are also leading a much happier and better life.

probably i will change the kind of career after my internship?! thats a maybe only luh.

another thing which is a little sian. MR says he wants to sign on navy chef. i dont want to agree but i know i dont have much say ( in the sense of i would like to respect what he want to do also luh. dont want to restrict ) but but BUT. whats going to happen to me?!

i will just die die and DIE!! =(

tell me how how HOW?! oh no!! hai though i havent really told him about it luh. but its going to come soon. soon his internship will end. and soon his sign on plan will come in. argh!!

*quietly hopes that his family doesnt agree HAHAHA

busy with work =(

2009-10-30T22:09:00.000-07:00

im totally tired like mad!! =(

been busy with work. busy with events!! though im not the main person. but im doing the things for them. so im like super super super tired these few days!!

cannot get back those sleep i lost!! hai!! feel so shagged!! why why why!! complaining and complaining. whahahaha stupid company!! work until like mad!! ahhhhhhh

TOTALLY PISSED NOW!! PISSED!!

missing

2009-10-25T16:11:00.000-07:00

ok i guess pictures are enough?! haha it says it all

they are events of just hanging out. jo's23 birthday. and chilling at eski bar

updates

2009-10-03T17:52:00.000-07:00

ok some pictures

went to yuki yaki with baobei some time back on a saturday. went to have buffet since the both of us havent had buffet together for so long already. haha and its JUST THE TWO OF US ONLY. how great is that!! heh heh heh!! haha

we took quite alot of things and the thing is we only took the food ONCE!! haha and we still couldnt finish the food. oopS!! we didnt eat the sushi at all also. haha no feel to eat also leh.

and yes some pictures of us. haha we havent took pictures with each other for ages before this. haha LOL!!

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ok next week i have THREE events. and will be REALLY BUSY. actually i think its not the event that makes me SO BUSY. its the pre and post-event that i can really do many things. as got report and blahblah. so need to help out to do. and the pre-event things are preparation loh. i mean thats of course. haha just the registration and blahblah. yeah

i have alot of fun at work with the the 3 people. haha yeah they are funny luh =) and i can click with them. but 2 of them will be going off like real soon. its january luh. but cause we have events till january and will be busy. so these few months time will past faster definitely.

adapting quite well for now. dont know after they leave can do the same anot. haha cause they are the same pattern with me. so can click well loh. heh heh =)

im totally sick luh!! yesterday played mahjong at beatrice house. haha and a secret to tell everyone "QINHUI IS TOTALLY FAT!!" haha ok im mean. but i mean from the last time i saw him. is really so much difference. haha kept making fun of him yesterday sia. so funny!! haha ok luh. but he says he is the MOST SKINNY PERSON in his office. so i think still not that bad luh huh. HAHA just stop eating!! haha we went to pioneer mall to have macs breakfast. but i was totally not feeling well and had difficulty eating the bread!! haha drove qinhui and beatrice home and we went home. haha

after driving so many places cause his friends are from JURONG!! haha i kind of know the expressways a little. haha and DEAR is my street directory!! haha so i will never drive without him. unless my friends place. and just nearby. haha if not. NONO!! haha

ok luh. finally a little long post. haha and i shall end here. =)

ok i dont know why is everything lumped together even if i have spacing. so the colour shall do the paragraphing. haha

2009-09-26T15:37:00.000-07:00

i cannot upload pictures!! i dont know why!!

wells today DEAR off!! yay =) might be going out later ba. heh!!

fortunate

2009-09-23T21:11:00.000-07:00

hmm i think i should be more hardworking as to liven up this blog which nobody reads. but i think i should still keep it going even if nobody reads it. cannot keep closing down and re-opening the blog. haha which my friends are so tired of.

SIANN AND TIRED!!

ok. lets talk about work. i have been quite busy with working.
actually nothing to do when i get home luh. not like baobei
but working takes up more than half of my day and life (dont you people think so?! haha)
and the worst thing is
i can hardly enjoy the times at work either (thats if the boss and manager's mood sucks)
i mean yah of course thats the reason haha
what else can it be right?! lol
anyway. theres nothing much to talk about work luh. so shall NOT talk about it anymore.

anyway recently. DEAR's timing of work is like SHIT!!
staying together i also hardly see him. what do you think?!
its SO SIANNNNN!!
how do we communicate these few days then?!
haha by me writting some notes leaving it at his computer
and when he's back. he will read it
then if he is still awake the next day
we will just see each other for less than one hour and i will be gone for work again
so sian right?! i know this isnt the worse luh
but its still very sian ma heh heh
we can hardly talk to each other loh!!
but im looking forward to this fri and sat
DEAR is having his off!! yay!! =D
i want to spend those two days with him!!
BUT I GUESS HE WILL BE PLAYING GAME AND USING HIS COMPUTER!! (IRRITATING)

haha havent met up with my people for quite some time le eh!! though just met baobei like on sat?! i think so. haha and we had buffet.
yes i have pictures
but im lazy to upload pictures for now haha
cause its very mafan to upload pictures leh!!
haha wells i will meet up soon!!
contact me!! haha!!

LOVES NANA =D

random post random pictures =)

2009-09-15T22:05:00.000-07:00

haha ok some random pictures. my beloved. my girlfriend. and my little cutie pies =D

dont have recent photo of me and baobei. never meet up!!

THREE WEEKS. IM OFFICIALLY COMPLAINING THAT THE COMPANY AND WILFRED STOLE MY BAOBEI AWAY FROM ME!! GIVE ME BACK MY BAOBEI WILL YOU PEOPLE?!

ANYHOW. IM LOVING MY DEAR MORE AND MORE EACH AND EVERY DAY =)

new social circle?! not too many. just those few. enough =)

life?!

2009-09-08T20:36:00.000-07:00

alrights. life has been quite boring!! haha i really want to go out and have fun like the past!! how i miss those times!! =( now only work work and work. alamak!! haha so boring luh!!

i want to mahjong. go out!! hang out with my clique people!! weekends are totally my love my life now.

i dont have pictures to load now luh. haha so sorry. but anyway my blog is DEAD already.

so i guess i dont have to update that often either. if need be. i'll delete this?! haha see you guys!!

its been long

2009-09-03T22:43:00.000-07:00

alright. its been LONG ever since i blogged!! haha i feel SO SO SO SO SO tired!! cannot stand it anymore!! arghhhh

WHO CAN SAVE ME?!

hmm getting boring

2009-08-18T21:14:00.000-07:00

oh man!! my blogger is getting more and more jialat!! LOL

i dont know what to do?! cannot post pictures!!

its getting boring in here!! i want to delete it already!!

haha anyway just afew days ago

felt so out emotions controlled me and i couldnt control myself at all!!

hai uncontrollable emotions hai what can i do but count down?!

haha and of course day dream lol miss dear

everyday waiting for weekends everyday

and when weekends reach i feel so happy!! heh heh

but when weekends are over

the feeling totally suck

haha its unexplainable (hmm there is such word right?!)

haha i know zui xinku one is my mama

must msg me everyday almost every minute when i started work

now. though i dont have to every minute

but i still need her to msg me i know abit useless right?!

hmm wells anything you want to say ba =)

shall blog another time ba

ohh i dont know why. can upload photos already!!

haha so these are just some pictures during sherman birthday =)

the four of us finally take a picture again after so long

and now a picture of the six of us

ok all of us who were there

sick and tired of it

2009-08-12T22:17:00.000-07:00

hai!! dreading it again!!

its totally irritating and boring and _________ whatever you can think it of

haha

I MISS MY DEAR!!

I WANT TO GO OUT

I WANT TO PLAY MAHJONG!!

I WANT TO ROLLER BLADE!!

i want do so many things also!!

hai

sherman's birthday party

2009-08-08T12:11:00.000-07:00

hmm whats wrong with blogger?! can someone tell me what to do?! i cannot upload pictures =(

anyway we celebrated sherman's birthday yesterday!! went to minori to eat. hmm ok luh. it was not bad =) haha but recently always never eat much. heh heh

we played and talked at minori

then went over to drink at darts.

then also played there and i was seh after 2nd cup. haha i know lousy luh. but i will improve one ok. heh heh

talked and played over at the pub also. haha

attendance: sherman guanghao wanyi wilfred vanvan jo isaac dear me

haha so but after that isaac went off. didnt join us for drinks.

anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHERMAN (in advance) haha

so tired

2009-08-02T13:16:00.000-07:00

yesterday celebrated wilfred's 21st birthday!! reached his place around 3plus4?! then started blowing balloons and decorating the house. and the friends built the cupboard. LOL and we played mahjong till 1plus i guess

i didnt get to drink like how i wanted. hai why?!

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im quite tired with crap. LOL
whats the similarity between drinking and clubbing?!
someone please enlighten me
is it even the same?!
check up the dictionary and tell me people LOL

its been long since i updated

2009-07-29T21:00:00.000-07:00

ok. its been one month since i started work already. from not being used to it. to a little gossip and all. its fun though =) keeps me awake though. haha!!

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people have what i have too but im still jealous and envious. why?! LOL

i cannot explain it myself too

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its a stage and age where i start thinking of the future. and would want to be more matured to earn money to support a family well. i dont have to be rich. neither my future husband. just hardworking. willing to work. know how to save up for rainy days. i'll be happy =)

hmm

2009-07-21T21:01:00.000-07:00

mend a crack before you cannot save it anymore. but when do you do it?!
how do you do it?!

whats most important in a relationship?!
=communication

yup and how do you communicate?!
=when the both parties talk

and thats right.

so if one talks and one listen
who is the one suffering?!
=the one who talks

why is this so?!
=cause sharing things between the both of you is telling each other how you feel and probably how this relationship can be improved to make a better couple. and when the person is not talking. he/she is not saying how they feel and the one who is talking doesnt know how the other party feels

so what should i do now?!
=i dont know

what i want now?!
=I WANT GUANGHAO TO BRING ME TO A CLUB NOW!!

AND I WANT TO SHUT MYSELF UP!!

im so guai

2009-07-20T22:33:00.000-07:00

oh man!! i cannot believe that im so guai. everyday blogging. haha but i dont know what happen. the blogger seems weird. hmm i dont know why. haha maybe because i got nothing to do. thats why im blogging everyday. haha i had a funny but i think work-able thought. shall not say. wait till it happen. and you will know!! heh heh heh =)

today was another bored day. slept in the morning. went for lunch. and slack awhile. dont know why. time seems to pass quite fast. i hope EVERYDAY I WOULD FEEL THIS WAY. and by then. i would say. " WHA SO FAST END ATTACHMENT LE AH " haha right?! then i will be like SO SO SO SO SO HAPPY!! =D

and im waiting and hoping that he will bring me out of singapore. i mean whether its near or far. i just want to go OUT OF SINGAPORE!! its been LONG ever since i went!! hai

and not only with him. my family. and also friends!! lets go man!! haha

finally its friday!! =)

2009-07-19T22:02:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY

hmm was quite excited yesterday cause it was friday. then the boss and manager went off around 4plus going to 5. haha so we were quite relax and went off. went to bugis to look for MAMA at OG. she wanted to buy something. then we went to parco to look for my aunt. and waited for DEAR and yufeng to come. and we walked around to look for things to eat. so we walked and walked and in the end we decided to eat the korean bbq dont know what. haha but its almost the same as seoul garden that kind. cook the chicken or whatever. and there wasnt alot of varieties there also. lol

then MAMA went of at 9plus to wait for PAPA. she ask PAPA to come fetch her. hehe and we continued eating until dont know what time. then went to buy the movie ticket at icon. and the both of them play the war thingy. i dont know the name luh. then i went around the arcade and look at people catch soft toys. oh man it was SO EASY. when you look at people catching. its easy. haha but when you catch yourself. its like so difficult. but i dont want to waste money luh. haha if your luck its bad. you would even spend more than just buying one. but the thing is some of the toys arent sold at shops luh. haha

watched movie until 2plus then we cabbed home. and home sweet home =)

then today DEAR off also =) we stayed at home till evening. was tired. haha slept till 1plus i think. went down to dhoby to have dinner with jo and van at sakae. but the four of us ate first. cause the rest were late. one by one came after that. and they are DEAR's friend. so we also ate slowly luh. then after eating. jo went home. guang went club. the guys went to do whatever they want to do. and me and van went home =) wanyi wilfred and his friend waiting for me at home to mahjong liao. heh heh

we only played one round luh anyway. haha then went to find DEAR already. drove out. but now me. wilfred haha he sent his friend home and the journey was long luh. lazy to say also. so left me wanyi wilfred and we ended up at geylang. then sit awhile drove home already

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SUNDAY

today DEAR working. then afternoon woke up and MAMA say they going to popo house today. so i went down loh. slacked around and sat on the new massage chair. haha PAPA came and we went for dinner. the dinner was not bad. haha after that drove home again. haha PAPA is always using every chance to make me fetch him =) he is cute luh. heard from MAMA say he always tell her. ask lena fetch us there. then ask lena fetch us back. haha so cute!! =)

bored

2009-07-16T22:06:00.000-07:00

ok its a totally boring day!! bored to death. anyway had nothing to do today. and was sleeping the whole day. haha i was so tired luh. just sit there and keep nodding my head like how DEAR does. HAHA!! (so bad. say him. haha)

wells its going to be friday tml already!! yay so happy. haha finally can have a good weekend i suppose?! hmm

I MISS BAOBEI
I MISS VANVAN
I MISS GUANGHAO

let me tell you something about my working life
though its only 1 week plus haha

ok hmm i cannot adapt to it AT ALL
even until now
though its better already
BUT STILL
i dont know why i dont like it
the colleagues are fine. so its not them

hmm i find that i dont have any time for myself not to say my family and friends
i need MORE MORE MORE MORE MORE time!!
if i feel that i dont even have time for my family
why would i even have the time to spend it with my friends right?!
if its permanent working kind
then maybe yah
but now its intern!!
i only have 7 days mc and 7 days annual leave
so its like
i have to use it sparingly too
USE THE MC AND ANNUAL LEAVE WHEN I HAVE TO

ok maybe cause im very family oriented kind
so when i come home i just eat and soon i will just fall asleep
i dont even see them clearly
hai
i feel so sad you know!!

so now i will spend my time in the living room using my com
cause i feel that staying in the room is like so far from them
and most importantly cause i MISS them and want to be near them

just like how i feel towards DEAR =)
i will try to wait for him to come home before i sleep
unless for days when i am really tired and i will just fall asleep anywhere
then that one no choice
but i wont be in a proper position
so when he comes home
i will wake up and talk a little to him and get to my proper position to sleep haha

i just want to spend more time with them =)

ohh long post?!

2009-07-14T21:53:00.000-07:00

today is a TOTALLY BAD DAY!!
i lost something SO IMPORTANT to me!!
and i cannot find it back
im like TOTALLY SAD AND DEVASTATED
i wanted to cry when i knew the fact that i lost it.
however i had my colleague beside me
while i was telling DEAR about it. i couldnt cry at that moment yet.
hai

its like NOT the same if i get another same one
i feel that it doesnt have any point at all leh
hai!!
ok i know it doesnt mean anything luh
its not like important at all or what so ever
but to me..
its important of course

hai i asked DEAR to buy me a new one
and he said ok luh ok luh
haha LOL
i know he said ok
though im happy
but i wouldnt want a replacement again
as in like what i say
it makes no meaning loh

hai i really feel sad man!!
how how how?!
can anyone help me?!
hai im like SO DOWN NOW!!

i dont know what to do!! haiyo!!

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ok anyway
since everyone is talking about love and life and blahblahblah
all of them are so emo
why?!

BE HAPPY!! =)

ok talk about us?! its only 2 years plus though
there is still a long way ahead also

so how did we first started?!
hmm ok like any other people
its through friend's friend
and at first i didnt even notice him
just that once
he was standing infront of me blocking me
that part was funny though =D
then the next meeting was going out?! yeah haha
and yah alot luh. if i were to say everything here
it would be days
haha so i shall not
since its about us
of course i want to keep something within us too =)
but of course my friends know it luh. haha
so its not as if i dont want to say
bleah =)

ok its not that i want to praise my DEAR!! but just that he has been really sweet recently =) I SO SO SO LOVE YOU CXH!!

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hmm im not VERYVERY happy with what it is now
but i will try to like it
i dont think i will LOVE it anytime soon also LOL
neither would it be in my 1 year attachment
hmm if all the newcomers dont know
all those who have been here doesnt like this company
so for those who have just entered this company like me now
haha LETS BEAR IT TOGETHER and finish this 1 year together!!
i shall not talk about this stupid place
it spoils my mood
heh heh

i want to see my friends SOON!! LIKE REALLY SOON!! its like MISSES SO MUCH!! oh man

why am i blogging

2009-07-10T20:35:00.000-07:00

why am i blogging?!

haha oh man

im like so lazy previously LOL

now im blogging everyday

oh man

what is this haha

tml got overnight event

anyone wants to be there to accompany me?!

haha but we will be locked up

cause the building is locked up.

what if halfway we want to go out how?!

OH NO!!

haha

but anyways

i have got nothing much to blog also

BUT

i need to tell you people something =)

a small little secret hee

my DEAR can really be SO SWEET =)

how sweet

i wont say le luh =)

ok see you soon!! =D

ok not really having the best of mood

2009-07-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

hmm wells. dont know whats with me now. hai err

seriously. yah i dont really like it luh.

but wells.

i really cannot do anything now

hai

want to have a change of decision also cannot luh

haha keep wanting to think of excuses.

haha but then also no use luh

cannot

hmm so shall endure this ____ =)

i am sure i can do it!! right!!

JIAYOU NANA =)

i have my FAMILY DEAR and BAOBEI to support me.

i always think of them and i will tear and cry

hai

whenever i think of them trying to make me happy.

i will feel sad

hai will tear also

hmm sad

i dont know what to do also

LOL

and finally my DEAR is home!!

so see you peopl =)

some updates!!

2009-07-08T21:35:00.000-07:00

ok my two little devils again =) didnt take a photo of the youngest one. cause she was sleeping. haha

and my cute little boy. he said that he want to follow me home. ask me to bring him home with me. haha stupid boy. then i said dont have pampers and milk powder. then he say go buy. haha and push me go take from DEAR's house. haha so funny. and when i went to the lift. he keep shouting " ah ah yi yi " dont ask me why this name. i dont know. either. LOL and then as i was going to the lift soon. he shouted. " ah ah yi yi.. WO AI NI " i was stunned for a moment. and i went back to the gate to bid him goodbye again!! OMG SO CUTE!! felt so touched and sweet!! i dont know why. so lovely!! love him to the core man!!

ok this picture is quite long ago. try to see closer. cause the chair blocked. thats why the lightings wrong. haha look at PAPA so cute =)

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ok today is my 2nd day of work. and im VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY EXTREMELY OVERLY TIRED!!

imagine. just sitting infront of the computer itself is tired enough. and i feel irritated using my com at home like NOW!! cause the whole 2 days i have been typing infront of the computer and my hand is so tired and blahblah my back and shoulders are aching like mad everyday!! oh man and MAMA did this how many many many years!! LOL but im really tired!! and yesterday my 1st day. i did extra 2 hours. dots right?! lol hai like what the hell. sians like so sian luh. see people leaving one by one.

haha and the most sian thing is. MAMA just told me before i start work. she say that just look forward to friday. haha but not this time. LOL sat i have to work overnight!! from sat afternoon if im not wrong until sunday evening plus!! OH NO!! 1st week only got this kind of things. very tired now. haha dont want type anymore le. LOL

byebye

bored at home

2009-07-01T02:18:00.001-07:00

ok. today is wednesday already. my baobei started work today. and soon it will be my turn soon!! haha also not sure whether im looking forward to it anot. hmm haha abit scared though LOL

that time the way the manager describe to me how they train the internships seems abit scary. haha at first abit looking forward to it de. cause like never like that go out work before. earning my own money =) last time is all the part time things. haha so its different. this time is like the real working industry out there. doing events. some kind of what we see on tv?! when they do functions and blahblah haha

ok dont think about that. my stupid DEAR is always beside me =) I SO SO SO SO LOVE HIM!! not cause he is always beside me. but i just love him. haha so dont get it wrong *ahem

he got his gong face. haha!! its so funny!! i got so many FUNNY pictures i want to post. but i bet he sure is going to delete it if he sees it on my blog =) tell you a secret (he is quite shy at times too) haha so cannot show!! haha

anyway. want to meet up with friends before i start work. but they seem busy eh?! haha their schedule are always tight!!

vanvan busy with school lessons and =)
sherman busy with girlf =D

SO ME AND BAOBEI SHALL BE BUSY WITH OUR ATTACHMENT. WONT BE FREE TO MEET YOU GUYS AT ALL =)

thats all

see you guys soon!!

ehh

2009-06-26T02:16:00.000-07:00

hmm been going shopping recently =)

went shopping with wanyi sherman on dont know which day. lol i forgot already. bought a top.

today went shopping with MAMA and DARLING
bought 2 tops 2 skirts and 1 dress
whahaha and guess how much i spent on these?!

TWO-ONE-SIX

and i got a member card from that shop now. i dont remember what the shop's name is. but is together with bega i guess. cause the clothes all have the bega name. haha but the shop name isnt. heh

and i bought tops for my little devils!! whahaha cute you know =)

learn driving after that. came home abit late though. haha and was late for driving. heh heh =D

and this is a picture baobei sent me just now. haha i have nicer pictures of myself!! haha quick come back and redo it!! lol

LOVES THE 2 OF THEM

whee

2009-06-21T16:46:00.000-07:00

whahaha went to DEAR's house yesterday =) slept at 3plus4. so tired luh!! haha then today woke up at 11plus12 cause his mama shouting at junjie to go and bathe. haha and he looking at me sleep. haha so cute luh. so i woke up and talk to him. ask him where are his sisters. haha cause its a saturday. they suppose to be at home by right luh. as in their own home. not DEAR's house. heh then he talk to me about his things. haha he can talk more he really talk and talk. haha talkative sia. so i went out to accompany him after he took his bath. then when i wanted to go and brush teeth. he didnt allow me to. lol so i brought him to brush together with me. and when i brush my teeth. will have bubbles one. so he played with the bubbles loh. haha then talked to DEAR's mama and play with baby. and i went home.

bought snacks before i came back. i love most (piekia) haha cause i like potato kind of things. so i will like it luh. and there is this baked potato too. but i didnt buy. heh dont want buy too many things. lol

ate. and PAPA say got time. go drive. so ok. went drive. haha just came back. and today is father's day?! haha WISH ALL FATHERS HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!! whahahaha

and incase you forgot how we look like as recently got not much pictures. LOL haha tada~

many many updates!!

2009-06-19T00:08:00.000-07:00

ok. this is like on the 14th. last sunday. haha we celebrated father's day here =) it was great!! we eat until VERY full!! also cause of DEAR. haha cause he will keep taking it de ma. haha lol

the next table was celebrating someone's birthday. so it was so qiao that MAMA had this expression looking at them. then we say that she wasnt happy cause they got cake we dont have. LOL

LOOK!! PAPA SO FULL!! haha and the whole night. he was SO SO busy!! first time see him so gan jiong. keep going back and forth to take food. haha LOL cute luh =D

and look!! DEAR took SO MANY!! haha scared cannot eat already ah. LOL

and how can we miss this out?! our salmon!! haha

this was our dessert. got cake also. but never take already luh. haha

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today went to woodlands to find catherine after my exams =)

came home sleep

meet sherman for dinner at gardens (aston)

walked home and had a good chat =)

guang came at around 10plus?! is it?! haha forget already. LOL and he gave me and wanyi this!! earrings!! LOL i dont have ear hole already =) and guang say he will pay for me to go do a ear hole. haha see how ok?! let me be prepared. whahahaha

and this is my characters in god of war. haha been playing this game throughout my exams. can you imagine?! OH NO!! haha

i will go out for these TWO WEEKS!! cause its finally holiday!! and attachment starts on 6th july!! hai feel abit short though. but also fine luh. 2 weeks. heh

long long time

2009-06-09T12:42:00.000-07:00

ok its been so long since i go DEAR's place. like finally!! cause he has been staying at my place =) so went to his ahma house on sunday and they were eating steamboat!! we didnt know luh. we reach then know. so didnt plan. haha after eating. sit around slack awhile. and my little devils kept sticking to me. sit beside me =) haha so cute. so long never see them but still so nian =) then the uncle fetch us back. and we reached DEAR's place. heh heh and my 2nd devil ask me to sleep with him in the room. so i lie there until he sleep. at first sleep the sarong. but he keep playing. and we dont care him. then he came and lie beside me. haha keep tossing and turning. LOL and soon he fell into deep sleep. haha with his body lying on me. his arms and legs all on me. so i slowly get up and took DEAR's pillow over to his room and sleep =)

hee today so tired!! played mahjong yesterday at baobei's house. then cabbed home with sherman after that. he was doing peiling's birthday present. haha sherman doing something leh!! haha

some pictures of my little devils for you to enjoy =)

lao da (1st devil)

lao er (2nd devil)

lao san (3rd devil)

lazyyy

2009-06-06T13:11:00.000-07:00

ok i dont know why i have been a little lazy to blog too. haha everyone seems lazy now hmm havent been doing much anyway =) need to rush report at the beginning of this week. was busy like MAD!!

yesterday school from 4.45 to 6.15. so after that went to find DEAR. then waited for DEAR somewhere. and we walked down to dhoby. omg so tired!! haha and perspiring like mad!! hai reached dhoby. and went up to the cinema there to see the timing. then try to ask around for people to watch. then we went to eat. but after eating. i thinking want go home ma. cause they day before DEAR didnt sleep much. so maybe go home let him sleep early. but haha. very funny. he come home play game also. LOL naughty boy!!

will be going to town with wanyi to repair phone then go wilfred house with her. cause his father's birthday. so if there are any pictures. i will post later.

i miss my little devils!! =)

HAPPY 2 YEARS 2 MONTHS DEAR!! MUACK!! =)

updates with pictures!!

2009-06-01T13:59:00.000-07:00

ok on saturday. went to bishan with family. ate at coffee shop then we walk over to the shopping mall. then we shopped around =) PAPA bought a shorts. and we bought for DEAR too. cause he claims that MAMA wash his ycs shorts until spoil. haha inside joke.

then while walking. saw this heels. not bad. and MAMA say look nice too forgot the price already luh. haha anyway its early gss now. so quite cheap.

then i bought this dress too. at first went in to try. i thought maybe would be 30plus. so i see nice. then i ask MAMA. how much ah. and she said. wha 15bucks only. haha then my reaction was like WHA. can buy!! haha P.S. wear for my DEAR to see =)

and at bishan. my little darling was massaging his way at the best. haha MAMA went to cut the 10minutes hair cut. while me and my PAPA were looking at house phone. our phone spoil already. pick up also can hear like loud speaker like that. haha everyone can hear what you saying and what the person is saying. lol

then PAPA tried this thing!! and he looks like small little kid!! alamak!! haha cute right?! =) hey people. you can seldom see him smile until like that. so you really have to keep this picture in mind. HAHA

SUNDAY

DEAR brought me out to eat at heerens =D

this is some egg thing with shrimps inside. cannot taste the shrimps one. haha only taste the EGGS!! and i was telling DEAR. look the things are dancing!! hahahahahahahahahaha

this is the shredded potato with egg and sausage. the potato is nice!! the best dish out of everything we bought!! haha

soba with a different colour. actually want take the green colour one. but DEAR ask me got try this colour before anot. never then try this. hmm i think DEAR said there is difference. but i forgot what?! haha ask him =)

and my watermelon with honey dew juice!! wheeeee haha

after we finished everything!! haha quite full luh.

OUR DESSERT!!

the waffle!! =)

and this sake. IS MARVELLOUS. HAHA ask us and we will tell you HOW MARVELLOUS is this drink alrights?! haha

and we went home after that =) HOME SWEET HOME heh heh

cannot sleeppppppppppppppppppppp

2009-05-30T03:34:00.000-07:00

i cannot sleep. just mahjong-ed finish. i cannot sleep. something is keeping me awake!! i want to tell someone something. but it doesnt feel comfortable telling anyone as of now. hmm i dont know how. it just confuses me so much

its not that i need you by my side every minute every second

however it would be better if you told me right?!

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bloody headache

2009-05-28T22:33:00.000-07:00

currently. im having headache. and its something like migrain (is this how you spell it?!) dont know if this is how u spell =)

haha and im very very full of MANY MANY emotions!! its like KILLING me. i saw my mama suffering with this headache syndrome. and now im having it. prepared for the worst. and know what is going to happen. so im ALL PREPARED =)

have you ever wondered how much your partner can affect you?!

when both of you have quarrels or even the slightest dispute

its like SO much that nothing can overtake it

its like so disturbing to you that you cannot concentrate doing anything but just think of it

its like not wanting to get out of your mind at all and it stays there firmly

its like so irritating yet you cannot get it out of your mind

you are so pissed off with it yet it still stays in your mind

i mean cause they matter to you thats why it affects you so much. right?!

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what i experience is very different from what i expect. so is this good or bad?! haha i know there is no definite answer luh. but wells. maybe im too used to 'it'. wont say what is it luh =) so im now so NOT used to it. even if its 2 or 3 days?! hmm but the thing is. other people will msg. but no =) hmm and call?! aiya i dont know luh. somewhere. someone. anyone. listening to me rant?! im ranting. can you people see?! rant rant rant

finally end of 3 days!!

2009-05-27T22:02:00.000-07:00

whaaaaaaaaaaaaa

its FINALLY the end of our ABACUS course. whahahahaha i think it has been a tiring 3 days for us. its like very little time to absorb SO MANY THINGS!! oh no. and today we had a test after 2 and a half days of the course. LOL and the worst thing is must get 70% then considered PASS. see clearly already?! ITS SEVENTY if you didnt see properly. haha 98% to get a distinction. haha im not very sure if i can get the 70%. oh man. but i BELIEVE i can do it. HAHA its only believe =)

and today afternoon received a call from the eventspeople. and yeah. was called down to interview. janelle was also called down. had the interview with her together at one time. cause it was quite late already also. hmm yeah so she talked to us about the company loh. and she say alot of th e bad points. not saying the company is bad. but the workload. she doesnt want us to have a GOOD perception when we go in. yup so im STILL considering. i have until mon to think about it. hmm i wonder i wonder. howhowhow?!

hmm havent seen dear for 2 days!! hai =( i guess i will see him soon?! right?! hmm haha woops it would be a SHORT post. haha since there ARENT any activities going on recently. cause its like school home look for job. haha yupyup im off to knit now =D

ehhhh

2009-05-24T21:40:00.000-07:00

ok!! i shall blog. my lohpohzai says i blog once a month. haha!! 3 more weeks before i graduate from school. but still have to finish the attachment first. haha!!

SICK!! so sick!! omg!! the doctor ask me dont tire myself. but then. my school is like working hour timing. how to dont tire?! and must go for some computer lesson. from 8.30 to 5 i think. isnt it like office hours again?! haha so its REALLY very tiring. can feel that we are kind of ready for work man. haha cause the timing suits it all. LOL

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i am knitting this for fun!! i want to make a shawl. so trying out. if possible. then can knit clothes already. haha

and i sew this pillow for DEAR on his 22 birthday. hee

and this bearbear!! whee love it!!

yiting. my laogou!! haha

oh so lazy!!

2009-05-19T21:52:00.000-07:00

oh man!! its been SO long ever since i blogged!! haha LOL i have nothing much to update. not much pictures. cause didnt really go out. school home school home. thats all. sad right?! haha anyway. im happy that i have ended my project already. left one more. but no need to present de. so its quite ok =) hee

i want to go out!! haha to rest awhile!! hai everyday coop at home. really very sian loh. haiiiiiiiiii

afew days ago stayed at DEAR house. the babies cried like mad in the middle of the night. woke me up sia. LOL cause one baby was having nose bleed. poor boy!! =( then in the morning saw him wanting to run out and cry already. haha immediately call for him say yiyi here. then he come back and i carried him. he lie on my shoulder sleep. LOL cute boy luh!! =)

ok going to sleep already. tired. haha!! see you again.

MISSES

2009-05-09T16:27:00.000-07:00

misses secondary schoold days

misses J's clique

misses my partner xueru

misses those times where teacher coming and i have to worry for her cause she using her handphone. those times when we still cannot bring phone to school luh. haha

misses those walks from PS to fareast and back to PS.

misses those kovan macs study sessions

misses those times where we talk with the uncle and study at the bench at the CC opposite macs.

misses those times where we will know those basketball guys while studying for tests or exams

misses those clique outings where we always have.

always caring for each other. worrying for each other.

misses going to her house with the dog locked up too =)

misses those moments when we thought of nothing at all.

then it was breakup which upsetted me manymany in all kinds and ways you could think of.

often seeing pictures of your together makes me jealous at times.

when i could be one of them inside probably

but i dont know whats the reason for that.

hmm

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miss those band times when i spent my time in the band room

practising for competitions

practising for performances

doing marching for NDP in school

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misses those times when there was just the two of us.

going around knowing many many people together

you taking care of me as a big sister

loving me

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misses those times when there were 6 of us including manymany people going for concerts.

meddling with the 2 boys busily.

miss those times where we spent our holidays fruitfully together.

almost everyday.

then cause school started and there wasnt time to meet.

there was lesser meetups.

and soon we had our own side of friends to hang out with.

and there it goes.

again

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then when i know that there were just 4 of us.

always hanging out at their work place and home after that.

and soon was out of there

going everywhere to hang out just the four of us.

the thing i missed most is when there were just 4 of us.

so many happy. surprising. wonderful moments

i miss the times when we hang out till late

i miss the times when you 2 took care of we 2

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i miss the times when there were just 3 of us.

the bears

also knowing other people together

spending times at her house

eating lots and lots of food

running away from the dogs.

playing in the theatre room

singing out loud like how we want it to be

gossiping

squeezing with each other on the bed

tickling each other for more space on the bed

and lying on the bed talking

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miss those times when it was the 6 of us.

we had so many so many memories.

which when i think back now. it hurts

how we used to go out having the SIX of us.

how we stood by each other when anyone was down

how i turn good to bad cause they taught me how =)

but it wasnt that bad.

those times when we hang out late and talk and talk and talk and talk

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now i still enjoy the times when it is just 2 of us =D

no matter how much we dont talk often now

we still will open up to each other

its still not controllable when we see each other and there is something inside us which we want to let it out.

we are still as close

and we are the only survivals. LOL

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now i enjoy the times at his house spending the times with the kids

they make me smile unknowingly

they make me happy

even though at times when i want to get my things done and they keep disturbing me.

i will just forsake my time for them

wait for them to sleep before i continue doing my things

the little sacrifices that im willing to make

its just so marvellous

you will know it when you experience it

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now i enjoy the times spent with you =)

you make me happy

you make me sad

you make me love you

you make me hate you

with you

i have many different kinds of feelings

its interesting

it can also be saddening

but

I LOVE YOU =)

waiting for the day to come

where we spent our days in our REAL gou wo =D

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someone is getting married real soon

how sweet =)

read about the proposal.

saw the proposal

it was so romantic.

in the past

it just the couple

but now.

friends are involved in the plan too

there's a saying

share the joy

haha is this what it meant?!

i guess so =)

congrats

my little devils =)

2009-05-08T23:29:00.000-07:00

ok as promised. im not lazy. haha took some photos this morning. why?! cause the smallest devil didnt let me have a peaceful sleep in the morning!! naughty little devil!! haha long story in taking care of these 2 kids today morning. haha

look. both also want take photo. but keep moving here and there. haiyo!! haha

LOVES THEM TO THE MAX!!

updates

2009-05-07T13:21:00.000-07:00

alrights. so sorry for not blogging!! =) so will be ABIT long post. haha

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sherman came to study. studied till at night. we ordered canandian pizza at home. and they were stuffing themselves to eat the pizza. cause i only ate THREEE pieces and im full. haha poor DEAR and sherman. LOL

after that went over to beatrice's house play mahjong. reached JP. bought macs for them to eat. and melvin came to fetch us with his taxi driver. haha reached and played. then i slack awhile. kept changing with DEAR the seats. and my luck was MARVELLOUS. NEVER this marvellous before. ping hu zi mo. my god. arbo yi se zi mo. arbo pong pong yi se zi mo. my god. what good luck. wonder when will it come again. LOL

we played from 12AM to 12PM. LOL great eh. haha had macs breakfast. i slept awhile and DEAR slept too. take turns. haha after that cabbed home and sleep. haha didnt even bathe or change my clothes!! LOL woke up at 4plus when i reached home and sleep at 1plus2 =( went to DEAR's friend's father's funeral. saw jo's colleague there. he's DEAR's friend's brother. after that went to DEAR's ahma house. cause he need go see the insurance thing the mama and aunty ask him buy one. they say cheaper and is his aunty's friend. yupyup after that went home. reached home around 11plus12?! if im not wrong. haha next day school!! haha sianssssssss

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went to school. take temperature. papa send me to batok today. so was early. haha and nobody reached yet. LOL then was msg-ing and calling DEAR. see where is he. cause he went to friend's house play game stay overnight. then DEAR ask me want to meet after school go JP eat. so went over. we tried the GOURMET CHINESE BUFFET. its nice luh. but not alot of varieties like what they wrote on their signboard luh. its really quite little if you say for a buffet and the name of the buffet looks grand luh. after went back to his house. he get ready himself then went to my house. the kids so cute luh. will miss me when i want to go off. so sweet. =) junjie will sai nai when i want go. then i go hug him le tell him come another day. then he ok. haha so cute =) will take a photo with them and post it here soon!! =)

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HAPPY 25 MONTHS DEAR

went to school this morning. and realized its the SIXTH. so msged DEAR who was sleeping at my house. LOL DEAR left his lappy at my house. i didnt know. so he say he will come back =) when i reached home. i was so tired!! my god. couldnt wait for DEAR to come home already. haha i know he came home. but only saw him then GOODBYE. haha

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HAPPY 3YEARS9MONTHS BAOBEI

ok today free day again. very tired ah. omg. had to wake up early again today. cause go learn driving. ahhhh dreads it. just feel so tired man!! doing pom and need to study for test tml!! tata

no pictures this time. will post tml?! if im not lazy =)

updates

2009-05-01T12:12:00.000-07:00

ok. its been school school and school. so boring also. alrights forgot which day went to wilfred house play mahjong. then we went to find van at braddel macs. ( hmm dont know spell correctly ma ) then sherman sent van home ( some saturday ) haha forgot when le

yesterday met van for dinner. she came late!! naughty girl. haha but not angry luh =) we ate at i think its called nebo. haha ok the place is quite ok. however i feel that its quite EMPTY. maybe the space too big. and they never fully use the place ba. haha the food is very filling. after that waited for sherman. while waiting. van did her work. after that waited for wanyi and wilfred at the taxi stand. and off we go. went to changi village to eat. however me and van didnt eat. cause we were VERY full. sorry and it was me or wanyi who suggested supper. or is it sherman. hmm haha but its ok. ate abit of the dessert. heh then talked awhile and went off le. sent van home. then i slept until i reach home. hee i think it was a long journey. i think sherman was touring around figuring out the routes. haha and when we reached home. we saw a family of cats. and i saw cockroach mating. haha so funny. i ask sherman come out of car see also. LOL

when i reached home. i saw DEAR!! hee yay MUACKMUACK!!

DEAR is off to work already. sian. hee but he's coming back. so yeah.

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some photos of myself. and i put in as display picture in DEAR's phone while he was sleeping!! haha

some days. dont know when. quite long already. while we were walking to the cathay from dhoby. we saw these plants on the railing. and its really interesting ah. haha

updates!!

2009-04-25T14:47:00.000-07:00

alrights. DEAR had his off day on wed and thurs =) he popped at my house on wed night!! yay i was asking whether he wants to come to my place anot. but he didnt reply me. then later somebody opened my door!! haha mama got a shock and woke up. haha she thought maybe someone trying to pry open the door?! haha LOL stayed over on wed and thurs =) and friday night we went back to his place. he have to work today =( haha but its ok. trying to adapt with the new life we are having. haha come to think of it. we went through quite afew phrases =D heh anyway went to school today. reached home around 12plus. ohh so tired. but didnt sleep. haha going mahjong later. whee

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i told DEAR we very long never take photo already
so one night
i started to camwhore abit
and he started saying me bo liao already. haha
then i stopped
but we took quite alot!! haha
and here are the pictures!!

drained

2009-04-22T22:18:00.000-07:00

its DEAR's 3rd day working in ShangRi-La. hmm DEAR says he is very tired =( poor boy *sayang sayang =) MUACK haha he says they bluff him. say work split shift. but never split dao. haha poor boy =( every night i have to massage for him (through msg). sounds ke lian (poor thing) hor?! haha i think so too. though im drained out like MAD. but i'll still massage for him!! hee but i know you can do it DEAR!! kaka

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heh heh no pictures to put today ba. haha cause i always randomly put pictures. however. i dont feel like today =)

anyway.
opinion has changed
hmm its me
i know
but
i dont know how to stop feeling and thinking this way
everything is fine
i just dont like the way it is now
it takes time to go back to the same
so i need some time to think about it
its not that i want to be like this
you are my closest one
i treasure you alot as my **
so
i know you can feel the change too
im trying to change back
trying real hard
give me time
dont know you know i saying you or whoever
if you get it just get it
haha
if not really too bad le loh
haha
i'll try my best
cause we have been together for so long already =)
of course
i cannot bear to give you up too
and of course im not going to
so yeah =)

2009-04-20T22:46:00.000-07:00

having aalot of things this few days. so didnt touch my com also. yesterday woke up in the morning. and DEAR said he has eaten already. so i said why never wait for me. and he say i also everytime never wait for him one. please loh. the wait is different you know!! cannot compare luhhhhhhhhhhh. haha but nevermind. we left house at aroun 5plus6 i think. went to his ahma house. aftermath. went to music story to give vanvan some support!! =)

to van : you sang well girl. its just that you arent the perfect one yet. right?! you still have a long long way to go to fulfil your dreams and continue to have your passion in it =) one day you will make it!! no worries. dont lose confidence. every competition should be a new stepping stone to a higher degree of whatever you want to be. so dont lose hope and faith alrights!!

after her singing. went to sembawang prata shop there eat. had jokes over there. and its like sumo. so let me give you people a question to think about. and dont forget to give me an answer ok?!

" how to sumos get *f ahem. haha "

got the question CLEAR?! haha its somehow hilarious talking about it yesterday. forget what led to that also. haha then took cab home from there. went to DEAR's palce to sleep. hee slept with the babies!! haha

today morning when i woke up. i saw my little devil being SO CUTE!! haha really cute luh. haha dont know how to say also. so shall stop. haha

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its not exactly an arguement we had. but had another of this kind of talk =) im sure DEAR understands me. understands what i said. i hope its not all me saying =) hope that if you have anything to tell me. just tell me ok?! =) dont worry whether i will be hurt or whatever. i mean when talks luh. of course you cannot hurt me in other aspects ;p

shall not say much about us. its private and confidential. right DEAR?! =) MUACK!! LOVEYOULOVEYOULOVEYOU!! HEE

anyway DEAR is on his 1 year mission. attachment!! =( oh so sad. means lesser time for us!! im not very prepared for it though. but its happening already. not much time to prepare for it either. so i will try to accept it. and we can probably make new plans on how are we going to meet up. right DEAR?! =)

DEAR told me his schedule for this week. so sad. have to work 11-11. but he has 2 off days this week!! marvellous aint it?! hee but also dont know meeting anot leh. haha but nevermind. i dont like to hold him to me always too. he has his circle of friends. yupyup i must be a considerate girl right?! so that i can be his PERFECT girl!! =D perfect in his eyes!! kaka you are also perfect in my eyes!! *winks

sp packed and tired

2009-04-16T16:20:00.000-07:00

hmm this sem is really a busy sem =( though its the last sem nevermind. but still. very tired. i think by the end of this sem. we would be tired out already. haha!! yesterday's school was a long long day. ok luh. not only yesterday. but still. very tired ah. also cause of what the teacber teach luh. abit tedious. like the business statistics. need understanding and also got a little bit of maths. the little bit really must think alot alot alot man. LOL the brain suck dry by the end of the day. no more juices left. haha then we had this subject called airline ticketing. the manual is ZAM!! haha if you see it. you understand why. haha

was msg=ing DEAR yesterday say could not go his house stay over as promised. cause i also promise PAPA every thursday have lesson =( then i said this sem also quite packed luh. cause all end quite late and blahblah. then i got this feeling. DEAR might come find me =D why. cause when i msg and call him. its like that kind of weird weird timing that he would reply my msg and pick up my call sounding awake. haha cause usually he doesnt sleep in the night then he sleep from morning till evening you see. and usually he cannot hear the phone ring cause when you are very tired. you cannot really hear. but he picked up the phone and sounded awake!! hahaa

while i was on the way back. MAMA called and tell me say " girl ah. xh here leh. we never buy dinner for him how?! later you go buy luh" haha so funny luh. and i was very very happy!! haha cause he didnt say he was coming. when i asked him. he still say dont know =( and so i was sadded luh. haha but MAMA abit spoil his surprise. haha cause when i reached home. i didnt even see his slipper. so means he actually intended to give me a surprise when i go into my room. seeing him sleeping on my bed. haha!!

woke him up to have his dinner. then in the night. one of his classmates told him to go interview at ShangRi-La today. at 9AM. LOL so he had to go home this morning. oh my poor boy!! =( left house at 6plus i guess. haha causse i couldnt wake up. though i put the alarm at 5..30 i think he heard. haha its good that he is starting job soon. though i thought that if the school finds for him. he wouldnt earn that much luh. i guess. you know. the school abit stingy. though earning so much. but wells nevermind =) he got the job. tml go sign contract =)

i had a bad dream before i woke up and blog. its a long story. shall not say. haha typing IS tedious. LOL so many individual assignments!! off to do them now =(

* thinking of knitting something. but NOTHING seems to be right in singapore -.-

JANELLE (wugou)

YITING (laogou)

the five of us

camwhoring in class *suddenly haha

2nd week of school

2009-04-13T00:17:00.000-07:00

aiyo. today morning prepared and ready to do school. then later received a call saying first lesson cancel. and the next lesson is like at 2.15pm. LOL

so i decided to go over to DEAR's house since i have already left house and i was at the mrt already. haha i called DEAR immediately and check whether he sleep already anot. haha you must thinking its weird. why check whether he sleep already. cause recently he keep never sleep in the night and only sleep in the morning!! naughty boy!! :) and he was still awake when i called him!! yay so i told him not to sleep before i reached his place. bought breakfast for DEAR. then went over. watched the movie 'sniper'. ok not bad the show.

after the show. i still had 1 hour plus to sleep. so slept till 1.15 like that. left house at around 1.30 to go school :( sadded haha everyone was sleeping. the babies even his MAMA also sleeping. we all were sleeping in the same room. haha

bought subway to school for lunch. and i encountered a stupid experience.

me : hearty italian 6 inch cold cut
girl 1 : what choice of veggie?!
me : lettuce only
girl 1 : ( after taking the lettuce. she was going to take soem tomatoes )
me : i said i only wanted lettuce
girl 1 : choice of sauce?!
me : mayonnaise and honey mustard
girl 1 : ( she put mayo only )
girl 2 : ( wrapping the bread already )
me : i said i wanted mayonnaise and honey mustard!!
(girl 2 look at girl 1. then girl 1 put honey mustard)
girl 3 : having here or take away?! meal?!
me : take away. no meal
girl 3 : ( turn away to do something and talk to someone )
girl 3 turns back : having here right?!
me : I SAID I WANTED TAKE AWAY. NO MEAL!!

oh my.. dots man!! really LOL sia

alrights. going to sleep already. on medication. and tml have to wake up at 6. alamak!!

family day

2009-04-12T00:12:00.000-07:00

finally a family day. hee havent been going for family days already. cause sometimes with DEAR. or out with friends :)

woke up at around 12plus. use com until 2plus. brush teeth eat brunch. haha watch tv then went back to using com. and slept. pig ah haha. slept till 6plus. bathed and went to hougang mall with family. bought my body soap then went to eat. after eating. went to shop around awhile. couldnt buy my yarns. :( hai mama say last time she got knit before. so she should have the long needles. so no need to buy!! yay bought CDs for my pictures too and pen.

shopped at cotton on. bought 2 tops :D bus-ed home. in the bus there was this signboard which says on our bluetooth then we can downlaod the song the bus is playing automaitcally. then we were sitting too back. haha and my papa wanted to try. so he went to the front. LOL my mama and i were laughing luh. so funny. haha then my papa and darling came back to sit. LOL

haha dont they look cute and funny?! LOVES

some random rantingsssss

2009-04-11T00:17:00.000-07:00

went vivo with family yesterday. MAMA bought a bag from nike and 2 watches. PAPA bought a small little pouch for putting his handphone and small things. haha DARLING and I bought a MP3 each. DARLING got red and i got lime green!! lazy to post the pic yah. so if you see it you see it. haha if dont then probably some day yah. but its not a new one luh. i think it might be old already. but what i need is a new one cause the old one is spoilt already. so no need so good also luh. can listen can liao. haha

went home and went out again. haha cause while i was going home. DEAR say he finished at his friend's the church. so went home to change and went out again. haha

went to watch movie with DEAR. we watched "taken". i thought that it was not bad. quite a nice show. however at that point of time we didnt know what that show was all about cause neither of us saw the thriller nor the advertisement before. haha

the show was not bad. all about father and daughter's love. so sweet luh. there might be some disturbing scenes if you think it is. cause its NC16 also. bought the tickets at 11plus. then so late. everything also close already. nothing to do. so went to eat. walked till parklane there. there was this shop still open. it somehow feels like xin wang. maybe the menu and all almost the same ba. but the interesting thing is. its the first time i saw. the drink we ordered. they have a stirer. and the stirer has light glowing. but after awhile no more already luh. cause no battery. all the same. haha and stupid DEAR say i pay for the food. since he paid for the tickets. then i say. might as well i pay the tickets. haha cause its NETT 20bucks. haha we ate about 25?! haha but its alright luh :D

went to play arcade awhile before we walked back to THE CATHAY.

reached home around 3plus like that ba. heh then we played computer. he didnt bring his. so we played with mine. we were playing the restaurant thingy in facebook. haha quite interesting luh. but all games at the beginning is interesting one luh. right?! haha then my DARLING woke up already. haha then we still havent sleep yet. he need to go for some competition. it was about 6 then. haha i slept around 7?! yeah DEAR slept after some time too. haha

and so i woke up at about 11plus12?! if im not wrong. and was infront of my com till my mama heard me coughing badly. she woke up and ask me to take medicine!! :( i brush teeth took medicine and ate brunch. and while i was eating. i felt my hands shivering. feeling weak. i thought maybe just that i slept late and wake up early. thats why will like that. but NO!! when i stand up to bring my bowl to the kitchen. i felt a little drowsy. so i went to my mama and say.. "dont tell me the medicine is drowsy!!" and she said. yah it is. OH MY!! i felt SO WEAK after that and CRAWLED TO BED!! haha LOL slept till 6plus going to 7. woke up. bathed. and rushed DEAR to bathe. cause i badly wanted to have my prawns at suki!!

cabbed to hougang plaza. wow there was quite alot of people. and all the staffs changed already. haha so funny. even those managers. haha we were saying of all the possibilities and all for the change of people. haha LOL so funny. then went to buy my body soap. but shop close le. haha so came back. :)

played com awhile. DEAR napped awhile and i called him wake up. he needs to go home tonight cause tml he needs to go sao mu. yupyup

I MISS YOU DEAR LAOGONG

just some random pictures haha

DEAR is going to scold me for this picture. haha cause he wanted to delete this when he saw this in my camera. but NO!! not allowed. haha he gave me this face willingly when i took him what. not my fault right?! haha *toobad

this was taken when he went with my family to some hotel to eat the buffet. its open kitchen kind. and DEAR likes the kitchen alot!! he wants to work in this kind of environment. not that he likes being watched like an animal doing stunts. but he just likes it the way that people can see him preparing the food. there isnt and inside dirty things which kitchen people always does just that we dont know luh. haha so dont think that all the food is clean. hahahahaha

happy 2 years :)

2009-04-06T23:53:00.000-07:00

strawberry soda

mango soda

this was at his house :)

HAPPY 2 YEARS DEAR!!

holidays are over!!

2009-04-05T16:23:00.000-07:00

ok i know i have deleted this blog for some time. somehow i found this undelete this blog. LOL ok so just nice. haha LOL so i shall post something. haha

alrights. holidays are finishing. today is the last day already!! :( haha this whole week i shall say what we did.

mon - went to kovan to play badminton and basketball. and the badminton court is SO LOUSY!! oh man. haha it was SO SLIPPERY luh. lol then we still have to mop the floor. LOL after that went to sherman's house to bathe and play mahjong. haha sherman went for his driving lesson while we stayed at his house. DEAR went to see doctor with his mama. so me wanyi van guanghao play mahjong. haha sherman came back and we eat dinner. then zihan and wilfred went out to buy chips for us while we continue our mahjong game. yeah hee then played the second round but i didnt play. so they play until 12plus. but i sit beside siao around. haha after mahjong went to the prata shop at ny house here. after that go home. haha

tue - slacking at home the whole day.

wed - slacking at home the whole day also. need to rest from the badminton. LOL was aching like MAD!! haha and was sick. so yah.

thurs - went to ecp to blade. was a long time ever since we blade. LOL didnt go to the bedok jetty. cause zihan fell down. hah and it was so funny. LOL so we sat at the foodcourt to drink. then blade back. haha played volleyball nearby then went to bathe le. haha bathed out. i saw a shorts so cute and nice. it has pink hearts. but nevermind. the shorts itself is yellow. haha went to parklane to l4d. haha after that was abit bored with it. so we play 3v3 dota. haha then play all the other funny funny games. haha played till 11plus went home le. whee reached home play game awhile then sleep le. haha

fri - slacked at home the whole day. was really tired. haha

sat - went out with family to bugis at night. shopped around and came home cause mama headache. haha

sun - hmm went to have yu tou lu with DEAR at kovan.

PICTURES

hmm somehow. there are very few pictures this time we go to ecp. haha maybe cause we didnt go to the bedok jetty. hahaha instead we went to the hawker centre hahahaha

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this was when we went to play badminton and basketball and the stupid kovan's court!!

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still got one more dish. never take. hmm dont know why. haha

hmm

2009-02-26T22:32:00.000-08:00

DEAR's birthday celebration ( 210209 )

DEAR's birthday celebration with classmates ( 200209 )

PAPA and DEAR's birthday celebration ( 150209 )

ok did chocolate for DEAR :) brought it to his house then waited for him to end school on 200209. after that he not feeling well. so slept till night. woke up go to this friend's house to have his birthday celebration. heh after that went home. next day went with my friends and his friends for birthday celebration at vienna :) then went to drift factor. after that went to eat then go home le. ohh tian so tired!! haha

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recently been rushing with projects and reports. like all bombing down. tired already. and i am sick!! not feeling well :( hai so xinku sia. headache sia!! alamak

wanyi's birthday celebration & valentine's day

2009-02-19T21:51:00.000-08:00

13feb -- woke up at 5plus. had to set up a booth at sjij. to attract them going to our tour. heh carry tables and chairs and blahblah. all the set-up. whhoo then came 9.00. the kids started coming down. all our tours only can sell to pri 5&6. yeah so the others only play our games. starting i still could manage. however. after that haha was so tired. no stamina already sia. LOL then it was slow after that. haha oh man. and got this kid. threw the dart at me. oh man. it was just like injection sia. haha and its red and pok come out le. haha!! until now still got the mark sia!! haha had some briefing then we ate lunch together at the primary school canteen. haha its cheap luh!! haha and we were reminiscing the times back in primary school. and we have to bring the plates back to the store. haha so cute luh the kids.

went to bugis to buy DEAR's berms :) saved for a long time!! and now saving for another one. ha reached home. bathed and slept. haha lionel came my house. but i was sleeping. when i woke up. MAMA PAPA came home. then after that i went out. met sherman at serangoon mrt. then after that went to hougang mall. met van and rainer at the mrt. walked to buy the cake. and we started eating first. cause hungry le :( then wanyi and wilfred reached at 8!! still tell me 7.30 -.-!! haha and surprise!! cause she dont know we there also. cause he say he pass his friends thing. haha ok!! and so we continue eating. haha then jo and guanghao came. after that cut cake and sing happy birthday. after eating. we went to drink.

went to drift factor. whoo haha there wasnt anybody there. only US!! haha sing until happy sia for vanvan. haha!! then we play darts and drink. play dice and drink. haha after that DEAR came. and we continue to play game. sing song. haha when we reached. wanyi drank a very gao lut drink. haha the boss there give her drink. knowing that its her birthday also. haha LOL!! and we were abit seh seh le. haha so we were high!! this time we werent sad at all. all of us were happy!! :) yay then van and rainer went off first. after that jo and lionel went off also. then wanyi and wilfred. left me DEAR guang sherman. haha we share cab back loh. hee!!

14feb -- did nothing but stay at home. haha slept till late. MAMA PAPA YUAN went to my aunty's house. we stayed at home. later DEAR decided to cook. so we went to central to buy ingredients. but couldnt buy much cause no money HAHA and also there wasnt much to buy there. not as equipped and other NTUCsss haha i only ate at 10plus11 :( haha anyway it was nice :) spaghetti and butter chicken and black pepper chicken :D

been busy

2009-02-09T23:14:00.000-08:00

ok!! its been busy recently. have many different projects to do. haha so sian. need to think many many things. alamak!! and busy doing this and that :) also some idiots mad already :) but its ok. forgiven. cause still like kids. childish. haha nothing much to blog. however will upload any pictures soon :)

and happy birthday laogou!! hee

random

2009-02-04T21:06:00.000-08:00

haha one day we brought this little devil out!! so cute. haha so dote on him :)

haha isnt he cute?! im really going crazy over him man!! and he so nian wo!! ahh so cute!! haha

chinese new year chu6

2009-01-31T23:59:00.000-08:00

went to my aunty's house. first at lavender then at east coast. woah the house is nice. but not big. haha wont buy this kind of house though.

the roof top

haha her dogs. 2 dogs.

look!! the bed is at her waist!! haha we say if she need to sleep. then must climb like a baby to go up. haha!!

the view from her house

one of her sofa

and time for food!! haha

lou hei ah view from the top. there are SEVEN swimming pools in the area. WHAAAA

baby cousin!!

and lastly a group photo before we go home :)

and home sweet home
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photos

2009-01-30T06:27:00.000-08:00

selling my phone viewty ku990 at S$200 nett

with earpiece, warranty card, charger, cd, manual, usb cable, 512 memory card

( the memory card adapter isnt included )

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HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!

2009-01-29T21:45:00.000-08:00

one day before chu xi. haha was at dear's house going to his ahma house for reunion dinner.

on chu yi. haha a car was waiting for us. but we still dont care. just take. haha cause we put the camera on top of the car. haha

at my grandmother's house

haha cause my cousin's boyf too tall. so she want to stand and he sit down. haha

and my cousin. the other pic she took for DEAR and i. DEAR's head was cut off!! and she say ok!!

taken with popo!! haha

family photo for everyone who where there!!

my mama da jie's family. missing one guy. cause he send girlf home le. haha

mama er jie's family

mama brother's family and ahgong and popo

chu er went to papa's side de family. didnt go to the first house. cause went to DEAR's house.

look at the husky!! its so pretty luh. its a girl :)

the cousins

and the older generation one. haha

then we headed down to chinatown. cause having family dinner there. with mama side de family.

but it wasnt time yet. so we went walking around chinatown though there's nothing much. haha

DARLING!!

DEARby DEAR. we were at macs slacking. haha and the 5 of us share a small fries. haha

hmm didnt really take much photos luh cause got nothing much to take.

at the restaurant

mama erjie and husband

mama dajie and husband

PAPA and MAMA

the teenagers table

my little cousin

the OG table

DEAR and jaslyn

jaslyn

another pic of him :) cute ah

alrights. thats the end of the 2 days. not many pictures luh. cause i dont hold the camera on my hand. only take when needed :) so yeah thats all for chinese new year :)

problems problems and MORE PROBLEMS

2009-01-21T23:12:00.000-08:00

school was fine today. had 2 lessons today. and no project to do today. so went down to guang's house to paint his dungeon gate for him. haha chao hot luh!! haha paint until almost done. went in to drink cold drinks. haha and watch tv. while guang was cleaning his hand. i slept. haha i slept for maybe about 45minutes?! haha was tired!! then they called me wake up and we had our dinner at macs. cabbed home after that cause no money to DOTa with them. haha so i DOTa at home. haha!!

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my dear dog in school. hai i really got no comments luh. its like KIND OF late now!! told you to choose before there isnt any choice. i know you cannot help to be selfish. but from that moment. everything has changed. no more the same you know?! i really think that its guofen. but what can i do?! you are my friend. i have to ensure that you are happy. haiyoyo girlgirl ahhhhh!! QUICK THINK BEFORE EVERYTHING AND I MEAN EVERY SINGLE THING IS TOO LATE!! :) LOVELOVE you

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things are getting so complicated now!! haiyo. actually ALL of us are at fault. so there isnt any blame on anyone luh. alrights?! why cannot sit down talk properly?! why must do this?! so irritating. why cannot be more calm and talk things out with everyone?! only think for yourself?! yah. selfish is the word :) if everyone thinks for themself. then WHAT FOR we are called theCLIQUE. stupid right?! haha really want to laugh. if you think things cannot be settled. then everyone go their way loh. simple right?! better than staying together and feel SUFFERED, SUFFOCATED with problem. also IRRITATED with each other. not your problem?! then my problem?! so its all my fault luh?! bloody shit!!

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just stop emo-ing yah?! why must you always emo?! not tired?! im tired. always needing advices and cosolation. haha fun?! how old already?! cannot think?! must get back what you gave people?! must have return one?! must be jealous?! must be fairly treated?! must be the centre of attention?! haha how to have all together?! no one is perfect. thinking for more than a year?! so how many years have you just shortlived?! haha brain cells killed over the year. tiring for you yah?! so why must think. you say we say you thinking too much. and you think you arent. so if everyone says so. are we right or are you right?! sensitivity. dont be so sensitive can?! you are a guy. stronger can?! you think you emo only you suffering by yourself?! you dont know theCLIQUE is suffering with you?! you think nobody cares?! can you see?! everything a person do for another person. DOESNT HAVE TO SHOW. some things no need to show or say out one. just do can already. so in future. whatever you do for your girlfriend. she must do also?! i think she will be suffering. change yourself before you get a girlfriend. if not i think she will be very poor thing. its lucky i didnt choose. think about it. whether everything you msg-ed me. is right anot. whether is there anything you still feel like commenting about. whether is there something you want to rebuttle about.

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how does it feel like to know through someone where he is going?! hurt haha fun eh?! yah i think so too HAHA :) i think im kind of matured to think about problems and settle things. but im kind of puzzled as to why. why some guys can just dont msg and only msg when they meet up?! haha uhh then in the midst of not meeting up. no need to contact?! haha fun. always thinking where where where.maybe here. or with them?! at home sleeping?! playing game?! haha so many possibilities eh?! yah i know. so you can see. how tired can i be. haha so tired. a guessing game. fun?! you people might think its fun. but its not to me :)

hmm

2009-01-20T23:06:00.000-08:00

ok. some pictures from my kind of new phone. im tired waiting for the pics from stupid baobei.

haha alrights. today no school. cause lessons just cancel cancel and cancel. haha so become NO MORE lessons. but had to do project. went to harbourfront centre. then dicussed till 12plus like that. after that had lunch. meet up and went to daiso. but ended up at national grographic. haha then slack there until all go home. didnt manage to go into the cold room. left dissappointed!! haha

went down to bugis to go with guang and his friends shopping. haha wah i couldnt stand it man. so tiring luh!! but the things there are cheap. 10bucks only luh. haha!! so funny lol darren came. then van and rain came. after that darren and girlfriend went to eat something else while i wanted to eat pastamania so much!! hehe then guang van rain wanyi me went to pastamania to eat.

after that guang left first. he had to go for work. and we continued shopping!! rain wanted to shop. but in the end like we shop like that. haha today is like this. the guys want to shop but in the end the girls are shopping. haha LOL so wanyi bought a top. van bought 2 tops. and in the end rain bought a pair of jeans!! haha finally. and we were SO SO tired. that the THREE GIRLS are complaining and yet rain still say he want to shop. omg!! SLAP HIM SIA. haha tired man.

end up we went home after buying his jeans. took a bus while they took mrt. HOME SWEET HOME!! yay LOL haha

soso long

2009-01-17T16:21:00.000-08:00

oh man!! i know i havent blogged for like so long!! i was waiting for pictures to come before i start another post. however its always the forgetfulness which leads to no blogging. haha i'll get soon then ha

alrights. wanting me to remember what i did from 8th. i cannot really remember. however after the sentosa. so many things happened.

this and that. wells im not kind of involved cause those few days i wasnt out with them as i was with DEAR. yupyup but of course. i know what happen. but its just on the hearing basis. i mean everyone has stories. so if the stories link together. then thats the right story :) ha

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a little note :

vanvan. i know what you are going through. i ask you let go. cause i know that you are jealous. if friends not involved. then its fine. but not letting go is good. shouldnt just cause of some small setbacks bring you far back again. you must have some faith. you must have some confidence in yourself. know ma?! cannot like that small small thing then feel like giving up. cannot de. so what if heart broken?! then heart broken loh. stand up again. do it again. i know saying is simple. doing is very difficult. and nobody understands it when you say its difficult. cause i also went through this recently. however. dont give up in whatever you do loh. but give your best before you say give up. alrights?! :) i will always be there for you de :)

wanyi. dont know whats happening. everything also hear abit here abit there. so wells. cannot do anything. but then no matter what im with you. maybe you dont know sometimes when im abit irritated. then i might just say things behind you to them. when im angry. but you know. no matter what. im there for you. dont care what thing happens. dont care what thing changes. you and i know we wont change. i may not be able to stand some things you do at times. and you know i never say cause now then i say :) but then i think i've already accepted you for who you are. and in future. no matter how many times i angry and say something behind you. i still will be with you when you need me. im always there.

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alrights. after talking to this two belovedSSSS

i think i better go back and takecare of my DEAR. he's running a high fever :(

sentosa

2009-01-08T13:46:00.000-08:00

woah!! after so long. finally went to sentosa again yesterday ( 070109 ) haha!!

met at 11 BY RIGHT!! but then people were late. so me sherman wanyi went to get the balls and eat first. then guang and van came. guang also join us to eat. van didnt eat cause she has eaten at home already. then we went over to find jo at nike. cause she lazy to walk over to the coffee shop. so she ask us to go over to vivo building and take monorial in.

we reached the beach station. jo didnt eat. so went to 7-11 to buy something. i went to shit. then came vanvan. haha she also came to shit. haha LOL!! after that walked over to siloso beach. then wanyi wanted to buy bikini. so went into the shop to take a look. actually i didnt plan to buy. but since i had the money and i saw something quite nice. so i just bought it. long term investment. haha!! and the guys waited for us for SO LONG. haha

settled down under the tree. placed our bags there and we started playing!! yay haha finally playing. BUT our first game was.. SOCCER!! haha jo very gian soccer!! so we started playing that. and we were like tired after awhile. i think cause we were laughing and playing at the same time. HAHA so funny luh!! haha so we rested awhile. then we play volleyball!! and we were practising how to play properly. and also teaching vanvan. haha whee and we rested again. then sherman and van went to buy drinks. after that me wanyi jo lie on the sand and suntan. woohoo. first time wear bikini suntan :) and we were like satays. haha then we asked guang to ask us to turn. haha if not one side darker then the other. HAHA LOL

when van and sherman came back. then jo pei van go into the water. haha and guang sherman wanyi me played volleyball. this time was a much better playing. BUT HOWEVER. it was much much more painful!! ouch* :( think maybe cause after going into the water then like that?! dont know why eh?! kaka then we played until 5 like that went to bathe already. wanyi and jo need to work. so went to accompany them to eat. after that DEAR and his friends came to fetch me. went to geylang to eat. but the shop they wanted was closed. so they went over to wanyi's place there to have ZHU ZHA TANG. haha and we saw a fight there too. haha and they claimed that we paid 100 over bucks cause we can eat and watch but the other audience stand at the edge of the coffee shop standing to watch. haha LOL

went to pool after that at bugis. then everyone were tired and so went home.

will post the pictures tonight. cause getting the photos tonight only!! :)

thanks friends

2009-01-06T00:53:00.000-08:00

5th JAN

went out with vanvan in the evening. met her at 5.30PM at dhoby mrt. then we went down to suntec to find jo. went shopping while waiting. so van wanted to go to this shop. then we went. yes the things there are cheap and good. its nice too. kaka so tried on. and i got a shorts and dress. vanvan bought it for me. she say she want to solo give me birthday present. she always like that one. naughty girl!! but thanks ok?! :) hee then jo ended work and we took bus down to vivo!! hehe jo had to go do something with the stock take thingy. then van and i went to eat. went to eat my favourite laksa at food junction. haha!! uhh is it called food junction?! shit i forgot what is it called. kns!!

at first say want go sentosa drink. but in the end we went to newton circus. yes its only the FOUR.H.X just us. jo and wanyi went to eat. but van and i just sit there. and drink. cause we ate already. but van drink only one cup. dont want her to drink too much also :) good girl. haha

jo kept topping up and topping up my cup. i also dont know exactly how much i drink. i thought this time wont goggy le. however till the end. i felt kind of goggy. and the thing is i didnt really drink fast. and i dont know why i felt goggy. but im a lousy drinker. so i think a little makes me goggy already. HAHA and nicholas and darren came to fetch us. thanks guys yah?! i cried at newton while talking to them. felt so sad. maybe just a few tears and all. however when i boarded the car. i dont know why. i burst into tears. i know myself. i had never cried this bad before. not even when i fail in my exam nor not being able to go poly. i cried terribly. i said alot alot of things.

i was really really very sad. i never felt so sad before. and cause the radio in the car was playing sad songs. which i think they purposely did it. and the windows were open. i just cried and cried until i reached home.

i needed to pee. so jo and darren hold me up to my house. and we went down to the playground to talk. and OMG. i dont know whether we are really too noisy. hmm someone threw eggs down. haha ok its like so dangerous luh!! haha LOL so we thought maybe go prata house. they ate. i didnt eat at all.

jo called DEAR down. they wanted me to talk things out. they say that this problem have already been dragged for too long already. i really need to talk it out.

DEAR arrived. and the first thing he say is i stupid ah. and jo came and say dont say me stupid. and i just cried and told her he already say me. then she scolded him. haha ok this part was funny. LOL haha then DEAR took me home. i was VERY seh. but i know whats going on. i really do. i wasnt drunk yet. he carried me to my bed. and settled me down. then we talked. and i cried out my hearts again. and yes i say everything out again!! woah ok it was a blast.

poor boy. he was sick and yet still had to come down and entertain me. hai but still. dont care :) must selfish abit. hee will show you people the picture of my dress and shorts soon!!

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i know this may not be an interesting post. and my blog my not be interesting. so if those who dont want to read and know about my life. dont have to come luh. haha

hmm

2009-01-04T14:52:00.000-08:00

the more i know
the angrier i get
i dont want to know anything anymore

" when you have space
you call me
when there isnt space anymore
im left out "

wonder if you ever remember bringing me with you
i thought it was suppose to be me
but it ended up not
" full " is the word to describe

having fun and laughter is what your had
having worried and sleepless night was what i had
you knew?! knew nothing
but whatever

maybe i should just follow my own instinct
dont bother and just let my heart out

maybe im just too nian
i brought this upon myself

ANGRY AH!!

2009-01-03T11:58:00.000-08:00

ahh!! angry!! I WORRIED FOR YOU THE WHOLE NIGHT. THE WHOLE BLOODY NIGHT.

called you when i woke up from my afternoon nap at 5pm
didnt sleep
kept calling
slept at 1am
dreamt of you
woke up at 3am
kept thinking of you
couldnt get through your phone
was so worried
called everyone
called your friends
called your family
tried calling everyone
thinking who can i still call
BUT NOBODY ANSWERED MY CALL
SO WORRIED
DONT KNOW WHERE ARE YOU
DONT KNOW IF ANYTHING HAPPENED TO YOU
WONDERING IF ANYTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU
WONDERING HAS SOMETHING HAPPENED TO YOU
WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THIS FOR?!
WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER MYSELF

you are always not telling me where you go
what you do
im not asking you to REPORT to me
i just think that its a basic courtesy
even me as your girl
you just cannot tell me where you are going?!
i know its not that you dont want
its just that you dont have the habit to
BUT I THINK ITS TIME TO CHANGE
I DONT WANT TO ALWAYS THINK WHETHER IS THERE ANYTHING IS HAPPENING TO YOU
I DONT WANT TO BE WORRYING FOR YOU HERE AND YET YOU WERE HAPPILY SLEEPING THE WHOLE NIGHT THERE
I CANNOT TAKE IT!!
I WONT BE ABLE TO TAKE THIS KIND OF THING SO MANY TIMES!!
I DONT WANT TO BE SUFFERING HERE ALONE WHILE YOU WERE SO CAREFREE HAVING FUN OVER THERE WITH YOUR FRIENDS!!

haveyou ever thought how i felt?!
have you ever spared a thought for me!!
whether im worried for you anot
you dont know how worried i am
you dont know ahhhhhhh!!
all you know is to bo chap
everything also dont care
me leh?!
you care about me anot?!
care my feelings anot?!
care how i felt anot?!
spared a thought for me?!

please spare a thought for me before you do anything can anot?!
YOU ARE MY GUY
of course i will think of you when i do every single thing luh!!
i will spare a thought for you
think for you
so can you do the same?!

you know how much i love you?!
no words can express it!!
NO WORDS AH!!
GRR

angry with you
angry with myself
worried like a STUPID FOOL
bloody hell

HAPPY 2009 TO EVERYONE

2009-01-02T20:41:00.000-08:00

ok notes to my people!!

school clique : haha thanks people for being there to listen to me at times!! especially janelle!! haha same situation people. LOL we will grow up. WE ARENT DOGS ANYMORE ALREADY!! haha!! jiayou!! love you people

theCLIQUE

guanghao : haha the crappy one. will listen to me. and side the other one. BUT its OK!! haha i understand. haha though he has quite a few boyfriendS and one girlfriend. haha LOL but i dont mind his AFFAIRS. dont worry :D ( tell that to nicholas!! ) haha

sherman : always there to accompany me. yeah i know you are very free. haha LOL ok luh. go find your other girls luh. haha forget about us already luh. but nevermind luh hor?! HAHA alrights enough of saying you. haha

vanvan : hello small girl. smallest among us. also shortest. ok i know you want say wanyi and you same. i dont know correct anot. cause we didnt measure haha!! ok luh. dont suan you already. haha always stoning there when i tell her things. dont know why can stone one. haha LOL!! stupid!! but nevermind. maybe you are listening. haha just stoning only. haha abit contradicting ah?! haha LOL

jo : haha the shortest name. LOL ok also the OLDEST. haha ok enough. she will smack me if she sees this. haha but i think wont. cause she wont go online one. haha but she is matured. to talk things out. always give suggestions and everything. good good. haha

wanyi : this girl is ALSO short. they are SO GOING TO SMACK ME. haha LOL always wanting to wear heels when she is ith me so that she doesnt look short!! haha i not scared to say. cause im the tallest. haha yay!! LOL ok her shoulders are always there. haha and whenever we see each other. we will cry even more one. haha LOL so sad. but its always tiring to cry on her shoulders. HAI YOU KNOW WHY LUH. haha!! still love her so much!! 3years plus already eh!! counting counting..

FAMILY : if they werent here for me. i wouldnt be anything. unknowingly. they are always there. so there's not much to say. cause a thankyou isnt enough :) MUACKS!!

and lastly..

DEAR : bloody hell. always scolding me stupid!! dont think that im so stupid luh. is he make me look stupid. right DEAR?! :D haha learnt many things. learnt how to deal things myself. learnt how to find a solution to problems. learnt manymany things from him. im sure he doesnt know i had learnt so many things from him. cause all those i have learnt. IS TO DEAL WITH HIM!! haha so hinthint?! just like the hint you gave me yesterday :) ( 010109 ) im sure you remember :) haha some things are shared between us. i dont want to share with other people :) selfish me. but i dont care!! bleah. teach me how to grow up. so am i. TEACH YOU HOW TO GROW UP!! haha

once someone told me. i cannot change a person BUT i can make a person change for me. so true :)

UPDATES

2009-01-01T19:48:00.000-08:00

NOTE : ITS GOING TO BE A LONG LONG POST!!

on the 29 dec 08 at orchard's swensens at 12AM. kaka SURPRISE!! saw sherman van wanyi DEAR and his friends. woah so many people. stun awhile. haha but so happy!! :D jo was with me. then dont know why suddenly i turn around too. haha LOL!! then they sing happy birthday song for me!! hee happyhappy haha

then we proceeded into the swensens. cause was sitting outside one. so go inside. got aircon. then they sing birhtday song again. haha cut cake blow candles and make wishes!! hee after that they called their main course and we chatted. haha

and they say since its my 19th birthday. they are getting me 19 scoops of ice-cream. haha oh my god its ALOT. haha 2 regular earthquakes and the on-house firefly icecream. cause my birthday. so have free the firefly. and it has 3 scoops. haha so just nice. LOL

and i took a photo with those who were present :)

darling

girlfriend

jason

sherman

baobei

DEAR

guanghao

nicholas

darren

nelson

theCLIQUE

their clique haha

those who were present on that day!!

after the celebration at swensens. went down to find DEAR's friends playing lan. the lan there not fun. haha so went to serangoon gardens to play. then i went home to bathe first. wait for DEAR's friend to come fetch us to DEAR's place. then we sleep till very late. haha around 5plus i think?! ate dinner at home cause the mama cook already. went down to serangoon gardens to celebrate guang's mama birthday. kaka and we slack around there.

theCLIQUE gave me my present. hehe its 2 soft toys. haha a BIGBIG monkey and a FACAI massager. haha play mahjong can use. LOL havent took photo of it yet luh. hee went home. then DEAR ask me stay at home. he went with his friends dont know where also luh.

30dec

went to make passport photo. haha the photo cannot make it already. think i was 8 or 9 years old in that photo. and now im what?! NINETEEN. haha LOL!! old already. haha i went to malaysia the last time and the person check my photo for very long sia!! haha LOL and almost couldnt come back singapore sia. LOL!! so really have to change already. haha

went down to PS. wanted to watch movie with MAMA and DARLING. but then the timing abit too late. and the earlier timing is front seats. so better not. if not MAMA watch until headache. kaka so i accompanied them until their movie time then i went to meet theCLIQUE. met darling girlfriend guang and darren first. darling want go see her shoes at marina square. so went over to cityhall to wait for them. then we took a bus to far east. at first darling and baobei cut hair one. then me girlfriend guang darren were sitting there wait. i thought it was expensive. then when i learnt that its 15bucks for student price. woah haha i called MAMA immediately and lucky i had money to cut. yay!! haha cut before NEW YEAR luh. haha new start eh?! haha LOL after cutting. nicholas and nelson came. went to had our dinner upstairs. chatted and blahblah. went to my house for mahjong after that. baobei wanted to go home early. so she didnt come. me darling girlfriend guang play first. then sherman came to take over guang. cause guang cinderella. no choice must go home.

its a very funny game. and we have different names for our game already. haha if you have chance to play with us. maybe you'll know by then. haha LOL!! they went home at around 2plus. i went online. wasnt tired yet. then use computer. asked DEAR to send jaychou's new album. haha nice songs eh :)

slept at 4plus. woke up at 6plus. had to go back to rosette the next day which is 31st.cause need to do make up for charcoal. went down to pack up. woah was really tiring man. haha though only vacuum. haha but it was very hard to vacuum. haha and the vacuum cleaner was stuck for awhile. haha it was so funny lol. haha then uncle jason help us to clear the inside. LOL and i continued to vacuum again.

haha went home to sleep. slept till 5. went to bathe. cause PAPA coming home to fetch us there. PAPA never work. hee went to compass point to make my specs. haha then eat chicken rice. kaka actually wanted to buy phone one. BUT the shop was closed. hai!! so nevermind loh. then walked around. then something happen. and i need to go home. then was about to go out. and plans changed again!! ALAMaK!! then i on computer to use. haha

DEAR called to ask me whether i want to go night cycling anot. so ok loh. i went. david came to fetch me from home. hee and yes. he passed his driving already. LEGAL to drive already. HAHA went to ecp. DEAR's friends were waiting there. slack for very long. then i was hungry. and we ate burger king. hee then the friends went off first. ha sos david DEAR and i set off half an hour later. kaka

wah the journey was VERYVERY EXTREMELY LONG SIA!! haha but the three of us had fun luh. haha we were playing around. LOL so funny. then chasing each other and all. haha funny luh. and i saved david TWICE. haha at one point of intersection. dont know why david stopped. then i went first. so me david then DEAR. haha then one point of time. i brake instantly. and the one tail-gating behind me also brake. haha infront me was a branch across. haha HENG i went first. if not i think DEAR and david would have BANGED into it. haha cause they never open eyes to cycle one. haha LOL!! im the last one. i also have to shout infront to ask them keep left. haha funny. the person infront never see one. haha!! alamak!!

and we finally reached changi village 2hours later. haha we 3 rest awhile then head off again. cause if dont go. dont know what time reach back luh. haha so set off with the rest. but again. they never wait. haha and we waited like some idiot when they were infront of us. alamak?! then when we cycled infront. got 2 people sitting infront. one of them leg pain. couldnt cycle. so we waited for her. then going back. i fetched her. cause her leg pain. fetch till quite a distance then she say she can cycle. but david went back then drove to the runway there to fetch me and the girl. cause my leg actually pain already. haha but nevermind. then DEAR and his friend cycled back. when we went back. i slept in the car. so tired. and slept all the way. haha got alot of commotion. but still slept.

DEAR took his wallet from my pocket and say i sleep like a dead pig. think i never hear. haha stupid. fetched DEAR's friend home then we go home. poor boy. kenna summon. should share the summon. hai

1st jancame home and slept till 5plus. woke up and eat macs breakfast MAMA bought in the morning. haha soggy liao all the food. haha and now. DEAR is sleeping beside me again. sleeping again. haha lazy boy!! poor boy also. tired.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE AND HAVE A GOOD YEAR AHEAD!!

my birthday photos with family :)

2008-12-28T15:52:00.000-08:00

alrights. the photos for my little birthday surprise yesterday!! :) hee really was happy!! hehe

malaysia trip

2008-12-27T01:56:00.000-08:00

went to malaysia on the 25th!! christmas day kaka. had to go malaysia. so left early on the 24th at van's house. hee hmm i'll say where we go as i post the pictures eh?! haha without pictures i dont know too. haha

our second stop. first stop was breakfast. something funny happened :) haha we paid 50bucks and our change was 51.50 bucks. haha they paid us 1.50 to eat. LOL

got people talk to us about bees. blahblah. haha then let us try the honey and all. took photos with pineapples. haha and when we went to the toilet. we saw a big butterfly or moth?! haha dont know eh. LOL!!

then we had our lunch not long later. haha the only picture of the food cause thats the most important and popular thing. haha everyone would snatch over it. and our side the people purposely make some space infront of us. haha so that we can take easily. LOL was funny luh. haha

haha we went to the ostrich farm. and they were like cute and scary. haha cause the neck long. then can come very near to us very quickly. haha and is taller than us. haha maybe shorter than DEAR only. haha LOL

feeding time!! haha only the four of us dared to feed the ostrich. haha at first i didnt dare to too. but i really wanted to try. haha and have a photo with it!! haha only i had a photo with it!! kaka so cute. haha

haha those eggs are like for decoration. and they are VERY fragile luh. haha

i thought they were so cute!! haha LOL

before we went to try the ostrich soup. haha took photo with popo :)

when we were heading back to bus from the ostrich farm. haha

then we headed down to the sea. going to see firefly!! :D never seen one before. haha it was very funny. as the sky was getting darker. we were like more on the lookout for the fireflies. and my papa kept pointing the wrong " firefly " haha!! those aeroplane. or the side lights. haha chao funny. and the first one to spot those fireflies were.. ME!! haha and we go " neh neh neh.. neh.. neh neh neh.. " haha so funny luh!!

and then we boarded the boat. haha the other boat set off later than us. but their boat go faster. then my uncle was saying cause they paid more money. haha so they go first. LOL!!

haha my grandma was like so cute luh. she couldnt stand the smell of the gas. haha and throughout the journey she did this despite the fact that we told her no more smell already. haha then she gave another excuse saying later the firefly fly into her mouth ah. haha!!

the sky was getting darker

if you notice carefully. those brighted up spots are those fireflies. a brief explanation. the fireflies are all on the trees one. only when take torch light shine them. then they will fly out. so the person driving the boat will shine the trees at times so that the fireflies will fly to us. and one of the people caught the firefly. kept it in the plastic bag for everyone to see before letting it. it practically just keep blinking in the plastic bag. was so nice!! :)

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reached home around 11plus i guess. then went to DEAR' s house. stay over for 2 days like that. kaka was so tired. and the next day DEAR wasnt feeling well. alamak?! kaka but he still went to school. only at 1. then in the evening he came back. asked me to prepare and wait for him to come back. then went out. hmm went to play pool. i didnt play. cause not very close with them and they are so pro?! yupyup

went to have some steamboat. dont know at where. wanyi came along. then sended her home and we headed down to cine to watch movie -- twilight. hmm its not bad luh. the male lead is handsome dao~ but i did sleep in the beginning. haha cause was quite tired le. but at the end. was quite awake already. haha cause after that short nap. haha LOL!! still couldnt go home cause of some particular reasons. haha then went to some coffee shop. cause DEAR's friend hungry le. we ate eggs and bread. haha LOL

went home sleep till around 1plus. and was woken up by some things. no need say luh. arbo maybe the person got more things to say. hah!! stupid person. bo liao. haha

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went to mariott hotel to eat. meet mama papa yuan there. hee ate alot of salmon!! haha its expensive to eat there man!! so better eat more salmon!! haha LOL and *SURPRISE!! got people sing birthday song and took out a small little cake for me!! ahhh so touched!! haha the pictures cannot be posted YET!! cause got problem. so shall post the pictures some other time yah?! hee thankyou MAMA PAPA YUAN for giving me this surprise!! hee they celebrated for me today cause tml DEAR not free. and 29 my friends asked me out. hee HOW SWEET MUACK MUACK MUACK!! LOVELOVE kaka alrights. shall end here. meet you in the next post!! :)

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inside joke

SHAKESHAKESHAKE SHAKESHAKESHAKE STUPID BENDAN!! haha